The Lambs: Part 2 (1/21) by Lamia (AKA so kiss me goodbye) Rating: PG-13 (violence, strong language) Category: S Spoilers: Seasons 1-9, Fight the Future Keywords: William; Colonization Summary: Liam van de Kamp's life changes the day two FBI agents kidnap him and his parents. Author's Note: The Lambs is a three-part story (with prologue). "Little lamb, who made thee? Dost thou know who made thee Gave thee life, and bade thee feed By the stream, and o'er the mead -" *Songs of Innocence and Experience*, -- William Blake Chapter 11 September 25, 2011 New Mexico "Done!" Liam put the finishing touch - a perforated board - over the glass tank. "Now it's a real five-star frog castle." He brushed sweat from his forehead. The weather hadn't cooled much since August; even underground the heat had a way of seeping in and stealing what limited comfort could be found in their cramped quarters. Mulder peered into the tank. "Look at him go. He knows he's king." The tadpole hadn't got the hang of his legs yet. All four had popped by now and his tail was shrinking - being reabsorbed into his body - but he still had some growing to do. Jerry's new home was a wonder, with submerged tunnels to hide in and plenty of pond weed to nibble on. At one end was a large rock he would be able to pull himself onto when he got bigger. Watching the young frog zip about, Liam wished he could shrink himself and explore the aquarium. Mulder grinned. Perhaps he was thinking the same thing. Liam's former kidnapper was now firmly a friend. Their first night in the camp, he and his mother had only just settled into their quarters when Mulder had knocked on their door, presenting the tadpole in a cooking pot. "He's had a rough time - he didn't like the flying - but he got here. You should probably thank Skinner. He looked after him when we hit turbulence." Liam listened enraptured as Mulder explained how he beat them to the camp. He had escaped the supersoldiers, grabbed Jerry, raided a cellphone from a farmhouse and hidden until Mr. Skinner had turned up with Mrs. Scully and another woman. Then they headed north to a farm, where the owner had a large crop dusting plane. Mulder apologized for not having more to add to the tale. A day later when Liam was outside the infirmary waiting to visit his father, Mulder had turned up with a dripping plastic bag. "Look what I found," he had said, grinning. A bag of pond scum had never been so well received. Liam was grateful for the distraction; his dad was sick for a week, and although Dr. Scully said he was going to be fine, his mother hadn't wanted Liam moping around. The cooking pot was okay for a while but Liam knew the tadpole needed something bigger. He and Mulder had started scouting the camp for a more suitable home. It had been fun but frustrating exploring the base. Useful pickings were slim in the abandoned buildings. It took them more than a month to find something appropriate - until this morning, in fact. A rush of excitement equal to Christmas morning surged through Liam when a knock had sounded on their door and a familiar voice called: "Desert Express!" Liam pulled back the door, and there stood Mulder cradling a large glass container: an aquarium. Liam couldn't help himself. He squealed. Arranging and filling the tank did not take long. After such a long wait, it was satisfying to complete the task. Unable to tear himself away from the frog, Liam said, "You like your new home, don't you?" The tadpole hadn't complained to him about his makeshift pot pond, but the joyful flutter of Jerry's stumpy tail told Liam he was happy. Liam gazed into the tank, imagining what the tadpole might be seeing. His hands felt the tremor first. They vibrated on the table, which was chattering across the floor. "Earthquake." Mulder's arms shot forward to steady the tank. The ground roared. Glass chinked and a metal locker in the corner rattled. Water slopped against the tank walls. Liam counted to twenty before the room stopped heaving and his mother bustled in, hefting a load of laundry. "Did you feel it, Mom?" "I sure did," she said. "Everything still on the walls?" Mulder looked around. "I don't think it was serious. Still, it might pay to check out the rest of the base. Catch you later, kid." "Hey, Mulder," Liam called. "Gonna play ball after lunch?" "If I can find the time, Liam. I promised Gibson I'd help him with a project today." Liam didn't scowl but he wanted to. Gibson Praise wasn't his favorite person in the camp; they hadn't exactly hit it off. Liam and his mother had been waiting for their first ever meal in their new home. They were at the end of the line in the mess hall. The experience - being rushed inside, having instructions rattled off, not being familiar with the place or how it worked - left him feeling intimidated. The scientists were quartered in a different section of the living area, so Liam had no idea where they were. His mother hadn't said anything but she wouldn't let go of his hand. The mess hall tables were unoccupied; Liam could see people with trays and plates heading upstairs. He and his mother had copied those ahead of them by taking trays from stacks at the end of a counter. Liam thought they were the last ones to make it to the communal dinner until an unpleasant voice had accosted him from behind. "So *you're* the kid?" Liam shrank back when he found a misshapen man leaning into his space. The man's shoulders were broad and hunched, and his arms hung limply at his sides. Thick eyebrows thrust forward over thick rimmed glasses. Liam wondered if the man had any idea how much he resembled a giant, angry chimpanzee. The man's eyes narrowed and he snarled. "You're just like all the rest of them." He snatched up a tray and stalked off. His mother watched him go. "What was that all about?" "I don't know," Liam had said. By the time they met again, Liam knew who he was: Gibson Praise - the most hated man in camp. Liam's new friends were quick to fill him in on the camp hierarchy. Gibson was *someone*; but just what kind of *someone* was a matter of speculation. One thing was certain: none of the children liked him because he was mean. Gibson stayed apart from everyone: adults *and* children. He didn't invite conversation, but whenever the adults held a camp meeting, he always turned up - and though he didn't speak much, when he did, the others listened. Whether they liked what he had to say was another matter. Mulder didn't hate Gibson. They had a history; what that history could be was part of endless speculation among Liam's new friends. Some said he was an abductee who'd had some kind of failed experiments performed on him; others said the government had performed the experiments; one or two said he'd been abandoned as a baby and was raised by coyotes in the desert. Liam had his doubts, but that was his favorite theory. "Liam? Are you listening?" His mother snapped him from his thoughts, bringing him back to the little gray room. Mrs. van de Kamp set the basket down and headed to the locker, extracting a pair of hiking boots. "Madeleine Fawbert's come down with that fever," she said over her shoulder as she bent to unlace the boots. "They've asked me to help with the supply run today." Liam's head whipped round. The supply run? He had heard about that. The camp had grown to about ninety people now; everyone needed feeding, but the supply run had to be carefully planned. It took more than a day because everything had to be walked in. "Your dad's out doing perimeter duty. That means you'll be on your own until this evening, sweetheart." The infection in Liam's dad's leg took a week to clear, leaving him with a limp and two wicked scars. He had looked for any excuse to exercise. Dr. Scully's lips had pressed together when he told her he had signed up for the duty - a twelve-hour shift monitoring the outer eight-mile long perimeter - but she hadn't stopped him. His limp lessened and now he was going out every second or third day. "Makes me feel useful," he would say. Liam's mother knotted her hair back in a scarf. "I've asked Mrs. Scully to keep an eye on you today. She's going to take you to church. You're fine with that, aren't you?" "Can't I come with you?" She gave him a look - one he had no trouble interpreting. He ignored it. "Please?" "Liam ..." In some ways life was no different here than it was at home - except, even with all the space above ground, he felt confined. The novelty of living underground had lasted a day. He had fewer chores to do, but he didn't have as much freedom either. He and the other children in the camp were allowed to play topside most days, but occasionally everyone was ordered to stay below. It was one of the first lessons everyone learned when they arrived. The van de Kamps and the scientists had been shepherded into a hall with long wooden chairs. A stern faced man introduced to them as Major John Drummond had explained the rules. Most of them were common sense, but if there was one thing everyone took notice of, it was the instruction to obey the no-go times. It was no secret why: "There are ten thousand satellites orbiting earth," the Major had said. "Most of them are innocuous. But some are trackers. Any number of those satellites could be used to find us. Any one of those satellites could record information which could give away our location. One photograph is enough to destroy us." The Major went on to explain that the satellites themselves could be tracked. It turned out to be not as bad as Liam had first imagined. Although the satellites moved quickly, the campers always knew where they were and when they were coming. It wasn't like the satellites could sneak up on them unaware. Drone planes were another concern. Yet, once again, the campers were told they had a powerful source in a position to watch and warn them. Despite the satellites' menace and the ferocious desert heat, the campers seemed determined to do as much of their living in the sunshine as possible. While all meals were served in the subterranean mess hall, many of the campers headed upstairs to make use of the natural light. The topside buildings lined the old runway. Dinner was served at dusk when the temperature fell a fraction. Plastic picnic tables would appear like magic; Liam and the other children (and some of the scientists) would sit cross-legged on the runway tarmac, balancing their plates on their knees. Once the meal was over, the tables would be whisked away; nothing could be left out. "No sign of human activity," Major Drummond had said. "Nothing that hasn't been there for twenty years already. Nothing that shouldn't be there." At first Liam had wondered if it would be possible to hide so many people in the desert, but it didn't take him long to realize how committed the group was to protecting itself. Vehicles were always parked inside an old hangar. The entire time he'd been there Liam hadn't seen any being used, but they made everyone feel safer. Most of the buildings were empty and made useful storage facilities. The underground complex had several levels, which included old barracks and command offices, and a kitchen and mess hall. The campers had converted space to a meeting hall, an infirmary and laboratories. "Liam? Are you listening?" His mother's voice brought him back to his own underground cell again. "Since your father is on perimeter duty, Mrs. Scully is going to look after you this morning." "Okay." He didn't need anyone to babysit him, but he didn't mind. Not really. His mother got on with Dr Scully's mom - they spent a lot of time together. Liam wondered if it was because they weren't scientists or doctors or soldiers. Mrs. Scully was always very nice to Liam, and sometimes she told him stories about Dr Scully when she was a little girl. She didn't talk much about her grandchildren although she did tell him she had two grandsons and two granddaughters. Mr. de Rosier's comment about Dr. Scully having a daughter popped into his head one day, and he nearly asked Mrs. Scully about it, except he wondered if that would be bad manners and stopped himself just before he opened his mouth. Thinking about Mr. de Rosier sent an unpleasant shiver through him; their one-time savior hadn't been heard from or seen since the day he'd stepped from the bus, jaunty and whistling, outside Atlantic City. He wasn't the only one. Dr. Scully didn't say much about it (actually, she didn't say anything - not when Liam was in earshot, anyway), but she still didn't know where her FBI friends were. Small pockets of newcomers arrived about twice a week; Dr. Scully no longer rushed to the front of the crowd whenever they were welcomed into the camp. "Are you sure I can't come?" It was worth one last attempt. "I can carry stuff for you ..." His mom didn't get angry with him; instead, she used her 'I understand' tone of voice to mollify him as she explained why that was not such a great idea. He experienced a twinge of irritation and struggled to conceal it for her sake. He could tell she was excited as she hurried about their quarters organizing herself for the supply run. It was not going to be an easy task, but this was the happiest he'd seen her since his dad had walked out of the infirmary. As she prepared, Liam dressed for church, and then they were closing the door behind them, and slipping out into the corridor. Liam didn't have another opportunity to beg his mother to take him. Mrs. Scully's quarters were at the other end of the long hall and she was waiting for them. With a quick kiss on his cheek, orders to be on his best behavior, and a short conversation with Mrs Scully, Mrs. van de Kamp took her leave. "Ready, Liam?" Mrs. Scully was about to pull the door behind her when she tutted to herself and slipped back inside. Liam glimpsed in as she picked up a book from her bedside table. Her room was smaller than the three rooms he and his parents occupied: just a single space with a bunk set, small cupboard and a sitting chair. Like all the other underground quarters there were no windows. She hadn't put up any pictures but she must have scrubbed the walls because the cinder blocks seemed too glaring white to look at. She didn't have much in the way of decoration, but there were several photos in frames and a black photo album on a small bedside table. And a crucifix. Mrs. Scully was Catholic, which meant she liked to go to church - another thing she had in common with his mother. Church services had started up not long after the van de Kamps arrived. Liam had been confused when Major Drummond, the old man who had shown them around the camp, started the services. He thought it was odd for a soldier to be organizing church. When he asked his mother about it, he was taught an another new word - ecumenical - and learned about the Salvation Army. As they headed upstairs, a door slammed and footsteps echoed along the corridor. The doctor flashed a smile at Liam when she caught up with them. "Room for one more?" She slipped in beside her mother. Together they passed through heavy doors leading to the first floor and then on into dazzling sunlight. Squinting, Liam could make out several large sunshades rigged up on the old runway. People were carrying long wooden chairs from a nearby hangar. Chapel, service, church, mass, temple, prayers: everyone had a different name for it; it wasn't like regular church. For one thing, it wasn't a proper church. Not everyone believed the same thing, his mother explained. "Can we do that?" Somehow the notion that Baptists and Catholics and Methodists and Jehovah's Witnesses and Muslims and Mormons could mix in church left him bemused. Then there was Shu, who said he was Buddhist *and* had a Shinto shrine in his home in Japan. Unconvinced, Liam had asked some of his new friends; he could still feel residual heat in his cheeks from the moment Ellie Paskowitz laughed at him. Sure, they could mingle, she said. It happened all the time; didn't he know anything? Ellie was ten - like him - but the way she effortlessly peppered her speech with words like mingle and foray made her seem much more sophisticated. And on this topic, she could speak with authority; she and her brother Aaron had an agnostic Jewish father and a devout Catholic mother. Ellie and her brother had a two-week head start on Liam reaching the camp. They were already calling it home by the time he arrived and had staked their claim for king and queen. But even they'd been impressed when they conducted their own induction [translation: interrogation] of Liam. The day the van de Kamps had arrived and emerged into the sunshine with their dinner trays, Ellie and Aaron had pounced, giving him an invitation he couldn't refuse. Ellie took his arm and directed him to a rise off to one side of a row of buildings. There, three other children sat on the low ridge which overlooked the camp and the picnicking grownups. Liam had sat balancing his plate on his knees while Ellie and Aaron had surveyed the grownups with hawk-like intensity. Their gaze was drawn to the numbers milling around Mr. Mulder (as Liam still called him at that stage) and Dr. Scully. Ellie got straight to the point. "Is it true you know Fox Mulder and Dana Scully personally?" Liam was still chewing when she set her emptied plate aside, her dark eyes wide. She couldn't disguise the mixture of incredulity and envy in her voice. Chatter among the others stopped. Liam stopped himself from spluttering. *Fox*? Aaron Paskowitz leaned on his elbows against the hill. "You came with lots of people. I bet Mulder and Scully don't even know your name - you just caught the same bus." Liam faced off against them. "Not true. Mr. Mulder and Dr. Scully *personally* came to my house to rescue me and my mom and dad." Aaron jeered. "Mister Mulder?" "Yes," Liam replied, keeping his cool. "*Mister* Mulder even rescued my tadpole; brought him all the way from home - just for *me*." As retorts went, it wasn't much, but that didn't seem to matter. Brother and sister dropped all swagger and had the decency to look impressed. "You brought a pet? Cool," Ellie said. It sealed their friendship and earned him respect, but Ellie wasn't going to give up her place at the top of the pecking order easily. She took any chance to assert her superiority. Somehow that seemed to involve making Liam or whoever her next victim was look stupid. She would be at church today. Her mother would make sure of that. While the Major organized a roster for the services, the idea was each week someone different would lead the service in whatever way they wanted. They talked about anything: faith, hope, love, trust, forgiveness, how to treat each other. So far it was working out more interesting than regular church. As well as Bible readings and prayers and songs, people read from books Liam wasn't familiar with, told personal stories, arranged plays and ran discussion groups. Liam had heard his mother tell his father after the first the service, it was a "surprisingly successful experiment in exercising tolerance." Liam sandwiched himself between the Scullys. Ellie's plaited brown hair hung dead center down her back in front of him. He resisted an urge to reach out and tweak it. Around them, the chairs filled quickly - probably because not that many people actually came - less than thirty out of the whole camp, he estimated. Mulder never came. Gibson Praise never came either. Why didn't anyone make him come? Liam sat still but inside he churned. How come his mother seemed so keen to get out of going to church today? So happy to be leaving him behind? Why did *he* have to go to church? A woman carrying a book moved to the table which doubled as the lectern. A riot of frustration raged in his head and he couldn't concentrate on the service. He couldn't stop wondering where his parents were. What they were doing. Dr. Scully roused him when the service ended. The grownups usually stuck around to talk; the children had their own ritual too. Liam made his way to the other kids milling about on an old basketball court squeezed between two barracks. Of the ninety people living at the camp at least a dozen were children and teenagers; whether they attended church or not, somehow the children all ended up in the same place late on Sunday mornings. Liam heard Ellie before he saw her. "You can stay if you want, but I don't care. I'm going." She was planted in the middle of the action, hands on hips, squaring off against her brother. "Liam's not a fraidy cat." Her smile was calculating. "You'll come won't you, Liam?" "Come where?" he asked. She pointed eastward. The desert stretched out until it hit the rocky hills of a small mountain range. "Charlie says there are some buildings that way that they're gonna turn into a prison just in case they capture anyone trying to break in. I'm gonna go see, but Aaron hasn't got the guts to go beyond the headless horseman." The headless horseman was a weird shaped cactus they'd named to mark their own boundary. Ellie claimed it looked like a picture she had seen in a book once. Although the adults hadn't set boundaries, Liam knew he and his friends were expected to be careful. It made sense. With the supersoldiers fresh in his memory, he hadn't been tempted to go beyond eyeshot of the furthermost base shelter. But four weeks had passed since then. Mounting frustration was fueling the desire to steal back some of the freedom he was used to - and it wouldn't *really* be doing anything dangerous and wrong. From the sound of it, the buildings were beyond the inner fence but still within the outer confines of the base. They wouldn't precisely be leaving ... He wouldn't be able to slip away without saying something to Mrs. Scully. He waited for Dr. Scully to move away. "Mrs. Scully, you don't mind if I play with Ellie and Charlie and everyone, do you? Mom usually lets me ..." *That* wasn't a lie. Ellie smiled at Mrs. Scully. Mrs. Scully smiled back. "Well, so long as you're not going far -" "We'll be back in time for lunch." *A late lunch ...* A voice stopped him in his tracks. "Make sure you are, Liam. You know what time curfew is today?" The doctor must have wandered up behind them. Curfew was the term they used for the no-go hours when they should be underground or inside because of the satellites. "Yes, Dr. Scully." He inwardly cursed. It was a short curfew - just one hour - but at one o'clock, the most inconvenient time of day. How could he have forgotten? Ellie tugged him away. "Not to worry. We'll be back before then," she said under her breath. Five of them set off. Aaron had given in and was soon at the head of their party, waving about a walking stick he had picked up and pretending he was their chief. The trick to evading adults was to appear nonchalant; that was how Ellie described it. So, nonchalantly, they meandered, skipped and leaped across the desert, seeking whatever natural cover the landscape could give them - cacti, small ridges and rises, large rocks. It was all too easy. They reached three small tin buildings less than thirty minutes later; it was hard not to feel cheated by the experience. Liam stared at them. Heat made them shimmer. Shacks, really. With crumbling walls and decaying tin roofs, the hardest thing to comprehend was how they would stay up in a heavy storm - let alone keep prisoners locked up. Liam and his new friends wandered in and out, unmasked disgust on their faces. "No shackles, no manacles, no chains," Charlie said, flopping to the concrete floor in the largest one. "No bars, no doors, no nothing. Just a shitty shack." One by one, the others dropped beside him; the only consolation was the shade under the roof. Liam rested against the cool ground; the corrugated lines overhead seemed to be rippling. An annoying ache was promising to drill through his eye into his brain. He wasn't used to having headaches. "Why would they keep prisoners here anyway?" Nick had only just arrived at the camp. His mother was another scientist. Most of their parents were scientists. Sometimes it made Liam feel like the odd one out although nobody had ever mentioned it. "Dunno," Charlie replied. "Just heard my dad discussing it. They think we need to keep the aliens away from us or something. Anyway. If they captured one they'd never be able to keep it at the camp - they fly apart when they get too close to magnetite. Dad says they'll never make it in. The camp's full of it." Something about Charlie's reasoning bothered Liam, but his head was too fuzzy to work out what the problem was. It was fun just sitting and talking - or in Liam's case, listening to the others. Everyone at camp was kind, he didn't have to do much to help out, and there were no real demands on his time. In real life it wouldn't be like that. For one thing, he'd be back at school. In the camp his time was free - it was just ... *he* wasn't. But here - right now - it was fun doing what he wanted to do. Not having to account for his every move. He sighed in contentment. They discussed all sorts of things - schools, friends, Gibson Praise, aliens, the earthquake earlier that morning. Nick wanted to hear Liam's story about the supersoldiers. Before he could start, Ellie jumped in, taking over and telling the tale for him. Usually, this might annoy him, but it was kind of fun hearing someone else tell it. Like hearing a story about someone else. He laughed to himself but didn't correct her when she described how Liam had to grab the wheel and steer their vehicle to smash a supersoldier into a post. When he had sat long enough, he rose for a walk, hoping to shake the tightness in his head. He made it to the sunny side of the shack and shaded his eyes. They weren't that far from the rocks and cliff faces of the hills that fenced the camp on the eastern side. If they got closer to the hills, there might be more to explore - maybe another secret canyon like the one where the supersoldier disintegrated. And if there was magnetite in the area, it was probably safe from supersoldiers, right? His eyes skimmed the landscape, dismissing the endless scratchy bushes and bare patches of stony ground and the mysterious dark spot that ... He did a double take. A spot? A hole? Out here? "Hey, guys, come see this." His spirit jumped, headache forgotten; there was still some adventure left in the day. They struck out the short distance to it. A hole in the ground - or a pit - it was hard to say. The earth around the rim didn't look stable. Liam got on his hands and knees and edged as close as he dared. Charlie gulped. "Maybe instead of a prison, they're just going to kill people. Maybe this is a grave ..." "No," Liam said. "Nobody dug this." "Oh, yeah? How'd you know that, genius?" Ellie could never resist a dig. She stretched to get a better look. Clods of loosened dirt were crumbling in. The hole looked deep enough to hurt if you fell in. "Well. If someone did dig it, what did they do with the dirt? There's no dirt pile here." "So ... What? The hole just magically appeared?" "Magic isn't real, you know," Liam said, wondering if Ellie would respect some of her own snide medicine. "I get it." Nick laughed. "There's something underneath the dirt! My best friend's car fell into a hole in his backyard once. He woke up one morning after a rain storm and found it poking up. Turns out an old pipe under their lawn collapsed because of the rain and the ground sank." It was a good explanation - one Liam hadn't thought of. "Exactly!" he said. "So there's something down there?" Ellie's eyes had a twinkle Liam had learned to recognize. "Something bigger than a pipe, I'd say," he said. He could see where she was going with this. The lure of adventure turned from a tickle to an itch. Everyone could feel it. Something big and hollow under the ground, something secret and exciting - but what would they need to check it out? Before he could consider the situation, Ellie gasped and grabbed Charlie's wrist. "What time is it?" Her face was a picture of panic. "Curfew starts in fifteen minutes." All caution forgotten, Aaron jumped up, causing a chunk of dirt to break away from the edge. "Shit." He snapped when no one else moved. "Don't just sit there. If we run -" "We'll get ourselves into even deeper shit," Ellie said, panic banished. How she could zip so suddenly from one extreme to another was a mystery to Liam. "If we leave now, there's no way all of us are gonna make it back in time. Best thing to do is just wait here in the sheds. It's just an hour - no biggie." "But we'll get in -" "Trouble?" The sneer on her lips expressed her scorn. Liam could see her point though. "What would you rather be?" she said. "Grounded because you forgot the time and maybe made a little mistake? Or getting everyone dead because you are stupid?" Nick forestalled a fight between the two. "What's that?" He was looking towards the hills. Liam got to his feet to see better. Nick pointed to a dark shape at the base of a rock. Swooping dots in the sky circled in figures of eight. Liam felt the hairs on his arm pop up; his head started pounding again. As if something else controlled his body, he began to move. Sore head or not. He ignored Ellie when she called. His walk became a run and then a sprint. His head thumped with every step but he ignored that too. He fell breathless at the side of it. Blond hair lay across its collar and he flicked it aside. The skin on its bare neck was burning. The body began to convulse and murmur. Liam strained to make out what it was saying. "Vindy obgeh, vindy obgeh, vindy ob -" Its strength was failing. "Ellie! Nick!" It was magic how they appeared at his side. "Is it -?" Ellie asked. "No! You've got to get him inside!" Liam sprang to his feet. "Liam -" Ellie's voice wailed over the dunes and scrubby bush. "Where are you going?" His feet tore up the ground. "To get help!"