The Lambs: Part 2 (3/21) by Lamia (AKA so kiss me goodbye) Rating: PG-13 (violence, strong language) Category: S Spoilers: Seasons 1-9, Fight the Future Keywords: William; Colonization Summary: Liam van de Kamp's life changes the day two FBI agents kidnap him and his parents. Author's Note: The Lambs is a three-part story (with prologue). Chapter 13 October, 2011 New Mexico "Sorry, Liam. I'll make it up to you, I promise." Harry van de Kamp grimaced as he gripped the laces on his boots and pulled hard. Liam schooled the disappointment from his voice. "S'okay, Dad. Maybe tomorrow?" His father stood. "Third time's a charm, right? You ready?" "Yeah." Liam swung the small backpack over his shoulder. He questioned his need to have one, but his mother had insisted, so he hadn't argued - the same way he never said anything about the old clothes he had had to wear since his arrival. They stepped into the dark corridor. "Be good, Liam," his dad said. "Study hard." He turned one way, and Liam went the other, deeper into the subterranean heart of the camp. They had done it this way for weeks. Ellie waved him over to their regular meeting spot when he entered the hall. She was sitting cross-legged on a seat which had been pushed against the wall. At the opposite end of the room, other kids were gathering. Ellie wasn't one to bother with usual greetings. "I know why you're grumpy this morning," she said. Liam bristled. "I'm not grump -" "Your dad can't make it again." He couldn't stop himself falling into that trap. "How do you know?" She preened, pulling a strand of hair and twirling it around her finger. "I heard Mr. Skinner telling Mulder there was another sighting. He said they're sending out a team this morning." She was very still as she studied him. Liam shrugged off his bag and sank beside her. "It's the third time in a week Dad's had to go out." "S'probably just another false alarm." "Probably." "It'll be some hiker going the wrong way." "Dumb hiker." She snorted. "Stupid supersoldiers." "Yeah." After a silent beat, Ellie stirred. "I haven't heard them say anything about the hole." She yawned and stretched her legs, toes pointed, a study in nonchalance. It gave him a momentary pang; she was like his cat, Blue. It hurt to think about his pets. "Maybe they found it and don't want to tell us?" "Nah, they'd be acting sneakier - or they'd add it to the list of places we can't go. They don't know. Liam?" She turned to face him, her teeth bared in a grin. "Lechuguilla!" His forehead crinkled. *Lechu-what*? It tickled at his memory. Ellie's elbow went into his ribs. "Shhh - I'll tell you later." His mother was approaching. In the excitement of Rudi's arrival, the mysterious hole in the desert had escaped mention. Although they had never discussed it, a silent agreement had been forged among the children. It was their secret, the grownups weren't to know about it. After all - it was just a hole in the ground, wasn't it? His mother's warm smile convinced Liam she hadn't heard anything that might spark her interest. "Class is starting now, you two," she said, motioning them to join their classmates. Ellie was probably right; the secret was still safe. School was not what he had been expecting - not that he'd had much time to have expectations. For one thing, his mother was now his teacher. Once upon a time, long before he was born, she had been a real teacher. She used to have photos ... Lessons were held in the hall where Rudi had shocked them with his tale. There were long stalls but no desks; they had little paper to write on and few pencils or pens. Age didn't matter - there was only one class, teenagers mixed in with elementary school kids. In the first week, they spent more time playing games his mother devised than anything else. By the end of the second week Liam noticed a change. They were developing a routine: math, science and social studies in the morning and story-time, writing, arts and sports after lunch. What they couldn't write down for lack of paper, they were encouraged to do in their heads. His mother had met a malevolent and resistant class when she sprang that on them. It was the first run in she had with Ellie. It was also the last. "I can't do it without paper, Mrs V. I need to see it in front of me." Ellie's arms knotted across her chest. Liam's mother wasn't mean but she didn't sound too sympathetic either. "If it was good enough for Laura Ingalls, it's good enough for us." "Huh?" Ellie screwed up her face. Liam contained his grin. His mother had read him *Little House on the Prairie* years ago. He'd lost interest in having her read to him after two or three books - not because the books weren't interesting, but because he wanted to read them himself. He had never told her he *did* read the rest of the series. "School children a hundred years ago learned to do sums in their heads, Ellie." Mrs. van de Kamp's eyes twinkled. "They were very clever, wouldn't you say?" Liam admired her tactic. Ellie never complained again, and in recess she dragged him aside so they could practice talking through long division problems. His mother really *was* a teacher. She organized their lessons *and* she organized the adults. Usually one, sometimes two, joined her everyday in the classroom so the kids could be divided up. When she wasn't helping in the kitchen, Mrs. Scully was a frequent visitor. She was often joined by Mrs Fawbert, who was a friend of Mr Skinner's and had arrived on the same plane which got Mulder to the camp ahead of them. Even the scientists helped out. Liam's friends from the bus always grinned at him when they arrived to teach the older students math and science. Shu sometimes stayed longer to tutor a teenager in Japanese. Liam's father had promised to come in when he could. Not everyone came. Dr. Scully was busy, whether she was buried in a lab or running the camp's infirmary. Mulder spent a lot of time with Mr. Skinner. The guide Eric spent more time traveling between here and the outside world to seem a part of the camp. For the brief periods when he was around longer than a day, he seemed to spend most of his time over at Gibson Praise's quarters, bent over a chess board. Of course, Gibson Praise never came to the classroom. These days Liam hardly saw him - even at a distance. He seldom descended underground. It felt safer down here. With the exception of Gibson and Eric, no one seemed keen to be outside longer than the time it took to run between buildings. After Rudi, it took Liam a week to look up; vapor trails in the blue made his skin creep. Satellites were one thing - drone planes were another. The open sky was heavy, and unexpected noises - a door slamming, a scrape of chair leg on linoleum, an echo of footsteps running down the corridor - made Liam's heart gallop. And it wasn't just him. Everyone was jumpy. If there was going to be any fallout from their desperate dash through the desert to save Ruud van der Veldt, it hadn't shown up yet. That didn't mean it wasn't out there. The scientists spent hours locked away with Rudi, studying the artifact and questioning him. By agreement, Dr. Scully became protector of the thing every night. Extra security teams patrolled the camp's outer perimeter. By the third week of school, his mother had Liam and his classmates composing open letters to the camp, requesting a computer and crayons for the littlest kids. That brought Major Drummond himself to the classroom for the first time. In front of them, with his roly-poly stomach straining against his red shirt, and his white beard and brushed curls corkscrewing around his dour face, the Major was like a confused Santa dropped from his sleigh. His mouth wasn't used to smiling; Liam had the impression when he tried, it caused him pain. While he talked, his drooping mouth and animated eyebrows seemed engaged in a battle of wills. The brows wiggled and bounced even as he explained why everyone had to make do with what they had. "We all have to make sacrifices," he said. "Your mommies and daddies are trying to find a way to prevent the colonists' plans, but they have to work in secret, and that means it's very difficult for them to get everything they need." Shiny, blank faces stared back at him. "So, I'm asking you to be patient and to trust us, and to know that in the end, your sacrifices today mean tomorrow you can have all the paper and coloring pens you want." A little kid started to cry. The Major blinked. Liam's mother chose that moment to capture the room's attention by clapping and jumping from her seat. "Thank you, Major Drummond. I'm sure we all found that helpful. Everyone, let's say thank you to the Major for visiting class today." They clapped. The Major scuttled sideways to the door, opening it only as wide as he needed to squeeze through. The following morning they bustled into the hall to discover an old laptop and some marker pens on Mrs. van de Kamp's desk. This morning was dragging. It was one of those rare days when Liam could summon only half-hearted interest in his studies. He pretended to miss the raised eyebrow his mother directed at him when he whispered to Ellie during their math lesson. Not that Ellie was whispering back. She seemed to be taking his mother's side, glaring at him whenever he tried to bring up the hole. It was typical for her to raise a subject, then keep him dangling. He was just finishing the set of geometry questions his mother had prepared for his class when the main hall door swung in. Liam looked up to see Dr. Scully enter. She surveyed the room before she stepped across to his mother. Liam listened with interest when she spoke. "I'm here to take Toby's physics class." Liam eyed the senior class. *Lucky seniors.* "Poor Toby. Has he got it now?" his mother said. 'It' was a stomach flu making its way through the camp. Liam was one of the few pupils to have been spared it. Both his parents had spent a day curled in the infirmary, vomiting and feeling sorry for themselves. Liam was pleased to have dodged that bullet. The teenagers warmed to Dr. Scully immediately. It was like getting a guitar lesson from a rock star. Toby had sourced study material from the internet, and she was probably following his plans. Whatever she had them doing was fascinating enough to keep them engaged with their heads around the computer. He wondered what excuse he could make to go over there. Once, when he looked up from his own work, he saw her looking at him. Startled, she smiled and dropped her head. His heart thrilled. She left before he got the chance to say hello, and he spent the rest of the morning feeling dissatisfied. It was like approaching Rudi in the infirmary. He could never bring himself to act. Like the day Mulder and Dr Scully had driven into his life. *What if things had been different - if they had been real kidnappers?* He hadn't done anything then, either. *Not fast enough.* He bit his lip, trying to decide how that scenario might have ended. Lunch had been served and everyone had a half-hour break. No one had been keen at first, but every day Liam's mother coaxed them outside when there was no curfew; the lure of sunshine was only now beginning to lull their nerves. Liam sprawled on the low hill where Ellie and Aaron had interrogated him weeks ago. For once Ellie was nowhere to be found. Nick and Aaron had emerged from underground with bat and ball and called him to join them. *Maybe later*, he'd said. The upset he had squashed this morning, when his father couldn't make it to class, still needed dealing with. It wasn't so much that his father had had to bail on him for a third time - well, not just that. There were other things weighing on his mind. Things that he'd avoided thinking about for much longer. "Are you alright, Liam?" He flinched. The doctor was already sitting beside him by the time he regained his wits. She must be the grownup on duty. There was always one at least. Liam thought about her question. Although he didn't like it, the truth seemed more trouble than it was worth admitting. "I'm fine, Dr. Scully." Her forehead furrowed then relaxed and she let out a low chuckle. She held out her hand. "I thought you might need this." He took the hat from her with a grin. "Thanks. Mom's always reminding me." "Well, she doesn't want you getting heat stroke again, does she?" "Not gonna happen," Liam said, shaking his head. "Only I ..." She gave him an inquiring look. "Every now and then I still get headaches." It felt stupid saying it. The headaches weren't serious. Not like the day in the desert. He didn't get sick often. A regular, dull ache once or twice a week now was a new experience - one of many he had faced since he came here - and he didn't like drawing attention to his problems. But if he couldn't tell a doctor, who *could* he tell? "Hmm." "They're not as bad," he added. "You're not going to tell Mom, are you?" More kids had joined the game. A loud whack was followed by hoots, and Aaron's ball sailed over the field. Dr. Scully followed its arc. "You don't want to play?" Liam shrugged. "Maybe in a bit." He marveled at her talent for silent interrogation. With the arch of an eyebrow, he knew she was seeing through him. He made a snap decision to trust her with *some* his thoughts. "My dad goes out more than anyone else's." She nodded once and slowly. "We're lucky he is who he is." They looked across the land at the same time: open and empty desert gave way to purple and gray rocks of the mountains. His father was somewhere out there. Dr Scully traced a line in the dust with her finger. "You wish he didn't go out so much?" Liam looked away. "You know, Liam, he's not out there alone." "We're only here because of you." There. He said it. He'd had to pry the thought from deep within and fit it into words which could only say a fraction of what he meant. Her hand froze. "If you and Mulder hadn't rescued us ... but I don't get it." He twisted to face at her. "You rescued us to save Dad. To stop Dad becoming a supersoldier. But Dad's the only one you rescued. And everyone here is either a scientist, or has a mom or dad who's a scientist, or ..." Even as he said it, he knew it wasn't correct. "Or maybe not a scientist - but everyone knew about the invasion. We didn't." She frowned. "You would have found out. Sooner rather than later, I think." "Yes. Just like lots of people will. But not everyone can come here. I heard Major Drummond tell Mr. Skinner camp's nearly half full already. What will happen to the people who have nowhere to go?" Her hand resumed its tracing. She pulled at a long grass head, worrying the stem. "I can't give you any answers to those questions, Liam. I wish I could." "I know. I guess I just feel lucky - but frightened - like maybe I don't really belong here? That's it, Dr Scully. I don't know why I'm here. Why *did* you kidnap us?" The stem snapped in her fingers. "We've already told you, Liam. To save your dad. To save you and your mom." He shook his head. "No, you don't get me. Why did you kidnap *us*? How did you decide on us?" "Those were our instructions ..." "Whose instructions? And why us?" He heard her teeth grind. "I can't tell you, Liam. I wish I could. I can't." He expected her to get up and leave. She didn't. Tiny movements, the pull on her mouth, tightening at the eyes, gave away her discomfort. Another whack echoed around the hill, and the ball swung far, heading in the direction of Gibson Praise's cabin. "Get that, will you, Liam?" Aaron yelled. Gibson's hut had become a no-go zone, with the man himself reaching almost boogeyman status among Liam's friends. He sighed. He was the closest. If he didn't go, Aaron would never let him forget it. He pushed himself up and rubbed the dirt from his hands. "See you later, Dr. Scully." She opened her mouth to say something, but he knew it wouldn't be what he wanted to hear. He launched himself down the incline, luxuriating in his burst of energy. He let out a whoop - half frustration, half relief - as he raced across the ground, slowing up only when he neared the building. He hadn't been here since his last mad rush through the desert. The scrub behind Gibson's small quarters was thick and on the high side. Bending into the undergrowth, stabbed by sharp stalks, Liam muttered. He could be here for hours searching. The crunch of footsteps on the hard soil alerted him, and he crouched lower. There was no sign saying he couldn't be here, but there was a definite out-of-bounds feeling about the place. He froze at the sound of a knock on the door. He could guess who the visitor would be. Liam dared himself to creep along the wall. "Checking up on me?" Gibson's voice was snotty. "Skinner's just called in." Since when had Mulder been unwelcome at the boogeyman's lair? "They're bringing in a hiker - human. Skinner wants your opinion." "He wants me to read him, you mean." "Your talents in that area could prove useful. Apparently the hiker says his dog led him here." "That's a new one." Liam edged closer, wishing he could put his head around the corner and still stay hidden. He crouched low, now thankful for the wild tangle of scrub. The door squeaked and feet trod on the floorboards. When Gibson continued, he was less abrupt. "Have you told Scully anything yet?" "You know very well I haven't told Scully. And you know I know you know. I get the rebuke, Gibson." "For someone who claims to be truth's great defender, you've always been expert at clamming up on dangerous secrets." Liam couldn't tell if that was meant to be an insult - Mulder didn't *sound* fussed. "Skinner says Eric and Cooper are bringing this man in. He should be here shortly." "I'll be there." The way he snapped it out, Gibson was more riled than Mulder. "If you're not going to tell her about Monica or de Rosier, you should at least tell her about Esther. And don't give me that crap about when it's safe - it's never going to be safe." Esther? Hadn't they talked about Esther before? Who did they mean? Certainly not someone in the camp. Liam was confident he knew everyone - at least by sight. Gibson hadn't finished. "I *am* your friend, Mulder, but that means sometimes *you* annoy me more than the bastards who stir-fried my brain." "I get it, Gibson - I suck. But it's not just me you're annoyed with, the way you isolate yourself from the rest of the camp, hiding out in this shack." Gibson gave a grunt. "Why should I come out? No one wants to listen to me anyway. I'm just the freak - the alien-fucked mutant - with the chip on his shoulder." *Freak? Alien-fucked?* Had he heard that right? Were the rumors true? Was Gibson the result of some horrific alien experiment? "I'm useful but nobody has to like me. And what I say comes from that deep, dark twisted place that is my not-good-enough-for-human-company hybrid brain." The bitterness in his voice was unmistakable. "Nobody has to *really* listen to me. They're just sitting here. They're inert. They're worse than inert. They're pathetic. They could be doing more. *We* could be doing more. We're not doing enough of the right things. This isn't what I wanted. This isn't what I planned but they don't want to hear me! Don't forget - I know their thoughts. I know yours. You know I'm right. And don't bother telling me -" "You were developing an ability to control it, Gibson. You were succeeding. Have you decided to give up because you tried one time and didn't get your own way?" "I can't help it. I'm angry. Ever since you jeopardized everything with your little rescue mission. I can't control it when I'm pissed off. All I hear is this" - Liam heard the struggle in his voice - "this din. It's mindless chatter. Hundreds of caged monkeys. And their thoughts are so *small* and so petty. So likely to get us nowhere." The catch, the tiny quiver in his voice, was unexpected. Liam sat up, galvanized. Something about Gibson finally made sense like a puzzle piece dropping into place. It didn't scare Liam - just the opposite. The power of his awe overcame his sense of self-preservation. He stood and rounded the corner of the building. That he had been eavesdropping didn't matter. Not in this situation. Knowing was more important; knowledge trumped all. He stopped in the open doorway. "You read minds!" Gibson fixed a clinical stare on Liam, all vulnerability disappearing. He didn't seem surprised. "No flies on you, kid." "I don't believe you. Mind reading's impossible." "God, make your mind up." "But it's not possible." Liam couldn't stop staring. Somehow it made sense and somehow it didn't. "I mean, not in real life. People can't really read minds." Gibson glanced at Mulder, a smirk twisting his mouth. "He doesn't really mean it. He really wants to believe." Gibson rolled his eyes. "He's the perfect embodiment of skeptic and sucker." "Gibson ..." It was Mulder's turn to sound a warning and Gibson's turn to ignore him. "That's right, brat. You've stumbled across our secret superheroes' hideout where us genetic mutants are planning our revenge on the monsters who birthed us into Hell." Gibson was scornful of Mulder's sigh. "No, Mulder. It's about time he heard some truths. That's right, Liam. Van. de. Kamp. I read minds. I can read yours. You're hacked off because you're worried you don't belong here. You can't bring yourself to tell your mother you hate the clothes she had to scavenge for you. Your little friend infuriates you with her know-all game-play. You can't stand secrets but here you are. Stuck in the desert in the middle of you-don't-know-where, playing a game of hide and secret with the most dangerous predators ever seen on this planet. "Do you know what these monsters do to little boys who display too much talent? Just look at me. They lifted the top of my head off like a lunchbox lid. They feasted on my brain. They stuck their knives and forks in and suctioned the curd out before deciding it wasn't tasty enough. They've got their eyes on something much more delectable ..." Liam's stomach churned. What to react to? The gross invasion of his innermost thoughts, the fact there *was* a gross invasion of his innermost thoughts, or the horrific image of cannibalistic scientists now planted in his mind? He decided not to let himself be intimidated and glared back at Gibson. "Freak." Mulder sighed again. "Children." Gibson's smirk reappeared. "Maybe it's time you taught the brat some manners, Mulder." He was just - just a jerk. It was time to stop being scared of this man. "I don't like liars. I don't want to be lied to," Liam said with a thrust of his jaw. The men shifted uneasily. "Gibson sort of isn't lying." Mulder glanced sideways at the other man. "He has an ability which gives us an advantage, Liam. "We could call it a gift - but it was an unwanted gift - and one that came with strings attached. Gibson doesn't like talking about it, but he doesn't necessarily believe in keeping secrets." Liam's eyes narrowed. "Okay then, what's your talent? If everyone here is a mutant freak with a superpower, what's yours?" Mulder's shoulders rose and fell. Then he winked. "I see dead people, kid." Gibson sniggered, and Liam wanted to kick him. Mulder fixed a resigned look on Gibson. "Could you go on ahead? I'll catch up." The smirk was still plastered on Gibson's face as he slunk away. Liam watched him retreat with a mix of anger and amusement. Gibson wasn't the boogeyman - he was just a big, pathetic jerk. Not someone who deserved the fear he had inspired. "Liam, the monsters who created the supersoldiers may have had a hand in giving Gibson the ability to read thoughts. I don't know if you can guess what that might mean for him. His talent isn't a secret - not completely - but he finds it difficult to be around people when they often say one thing and mean another. He doesn't want to scare people, so he tries to stay out of their way - especially you kids." A lifetime of reading people's minds. Knowing their fears, knowing their real thoughts, knowing their deepest secrets, when they smiled at you but inside were skinning you alive. Knowing they hated you and called you a boogeyman. Liam got it; Mulder was telling him to cut Gibson some slack. He didn't want to, but ... The image of a weird scientist welding chopsticks and a meat cleaver sprang back into his head. It didn't make it any easier to like the man, but he would just have to try. His conscience wouldn't let him do anything else. "Okay," Liam said, mastering his reluctance, "but you don't really see dead people, do you?" Mulder put his hand on his heart in mock sincerity. "God's honest truth." Liam couldn't account for the dissatisfaction this answer provided him. By the time he made it back to the game with the ball, the field was empty. Liam could hear voices - a steady hum from the other side of the camp. Ellie appeared from between two buildings. When she saw him, she broke into a run. "Liam, come see. They caught someone. They've got a prisoner - they bringing him here!" She had grabbed his arm and tugged him along. They ducked through the narrow corridor she had just come from but stopped when they hit bright sunlight. Before them was a wall of backs - the entire camp was milling, whispering - waiting for something. A dog barked. "Where -" Ellie's clutch on his arm grew tighter. "Follow me," she said, and she began to weave through the crowd. Slipping between two adults, Liam made it to the inner edge; his mother broke through across from him. "Liam!" Her call was a warning, but for what? He stared at the drama in the centre of the group. They really did have a prisoner. He was flanked by Eric and Cooper, the guide who was always chewing grass stalks. Two more guides stood behind them, gripping the rifles. Ice surged in Liam's blood. *He looks old. Leathery.* The prisoner towered over his guards but made no move to threaten or agitate. His deeply hooded eyes made him seem sleepy or cagey. What he made of them was a mystery. The crowd was jittery. Liam's mother called out again; Liam was only half aware. Her warning was futile. He had already seen what she hoped to conceal. Another guard, behind the others, struggled as a mad thing strained against his arms. A collective gasp tore across the group when a black and white blur broke free and careened toward the throng. Liam had no time to brace. The dog leaped, and over they went; she landed on his chest, knocking the breath out of him. She barked furiously. "Sal!" Someone - maybe Ellie - shrieked; he couldn't understand the screams. He wasn't aware of anything but the dog panting at his ear until his mother cried out again. "Don't shoot!" For the second time in his life, Liam found himself staring down the barrel of a gun. "Don't shoot! It's just Sal. She's ours! She's ours." His mother skidded to his side. She threw her arms around the neck of their Wyoming farm dog. "Sal Sal Sal," she said over and over, burying her face in the dog's fur. The camp had fallen silent and with sudden shyness Liam realized his family was now the center of attention. He pulled himself up and raised his eyes to the prisoner. Paul Stanaway, their old neighbor hadn't moved a whisker. "How -" Liam wasn't heard over the hiss of disapproval which swept the group. "Out of my way," Gibson said, shoving his way to the center. A trail of sullen onlookers glared, but his rudeness was soon forgotten. He halted ten yards from Stan and his eyes bulged. "Get that *thing* out of here. Destroy it!" Liam's gaze swept the scene, desperate to find the intruder who set off Gibson's temper. His eyes came back to rest on the face of his old friend and his stomach knotted. Gibson's word was law. Eric's hand had already seized the prisoner. A tiny blade appeared like magic in his other hand. "Stop!" Could this moment get any stranger? For a moment Liam thought his mother had screamed again. But it wasn't her - not this time. The crowd parted for Dr. Scully like water - in direct contrast to Gibson's wake. She reached up to put her hand on Gibson's arm. Her touch was light and quick, its effect immediate. Gibson's face became smooth. Dr. Scully approached Stan. She circled him, wonder on her face. Calm spread through the group on the strength of her smile. Eric lowered his hands. Dr. Scully was oblivious to the power she commanded. "Jeremiah. Jeremiah Smith."