Bridges by Elizabeth Rowandale Feedback: Email: bstrbabs@gmail.com Rating: Mature Relationship: Fox Mulder/Dana Scully Additional Tags: Angst, Romance, An X-File Case, Mytharc Summary: A family in a small town in New Mexico appears to be suffering the ill effects of an encounter with Black Eyed Children. While in the desert to search out the truth, Mulder and Scully find themselves confronting more than they bargained for, both in the investigation and in their personal relationship. Early Season 11, turns AU after "This." Past and eventual present MSR. Disclaimer: Mulder and Scully and the search for the truth all belong to Chris Carter and Co. I'm just borrowing them. I promise to return them in no worse condition than Chris would. Notes: Beta thanks to Annie, without whom I would probably still be sitting in a corner feeling sorry for myself and refusing to post, and to Erica who has been a wonderful addition to the beta team - I owe you both so much! Copyright (c) 2018 Chapter 3 Scully lay across the motel bed, laptop open beside her, staring at the white speckle-board ceiling that could have been any motel room in America; a small metal sprinkler and smoke detector blinking its red eye at her in the dim light. But she was reveling in the small pleasures. Her pajamas were sleeveless, a silky tank top and loose, light pants. The silk had slipped out of position just enough to bare a glimpse of her midriff. And for the first time since she could remember, she wasn't cold. She could enjoy the air on her skin. At just after 11:00pm she had decided to indulge in their small-town obscurity and had opened the door to her room a crack, letting the sweet desert air wash through her room. She hadn't heard a soul pass outside in over two hours. Scully had meant to go for a run, to shake off the day, to make sure her nap on the plane didn't keep her awake too late. But even though she had changed into her running clothes just after she had settled in, she had found herself hovering at the window of her room, regarding the shadows outside, and she hadn't quite been able to bring herself to venture into the night. She had briefly considered inviting Mulder along for her run, but as much as she hated to admit it, he handled this elevation much better than she, and she hadn't wanted to have to stop him halfway if she got too lightheaded to continue. In the end, she had decided it would be better to give herself another day at this elevation before she tried a run. She had settled on 30 minutes of squats and crunches and push-ups. A few yoga stretches followed by a hot shower. Scully had felt decidedly better afterward, clean and comfortable, and the unsettled feeling that had been niggling at the back of her brain since morning had been calmed to an ignorable minimum. Now she lay on the surprisingly comfortable mattress in the warm and gentle air, listening to her laptop spin up to productivity. Scully lazily dragged herself to a sitting position and arranged the pillows so she could lean against the headboard. She stretched out her legs and pulled the laptop onto her thighs. She needed to know more about the legends of Black-Eyed Children. A YouTube search brought up more than she wanted. The repeated images of what the BEKs were supposed to look like splashed down her screen, and even in her state of careful relaxation, there was something in the pictures that brought a wave of nausea and cold. Scully drew a careful breath and reached within her for the well-practiced subroutine that carried her through the most brutal of autopsies, bolstered her through bloody crime scenes with solely the eye of a scientist and investigator. An observer. Sinking into study mode, the most familiar controlled territory of her life, Scully pulled her earbuds from her briefcase and started clicking through the videos and blog links. Information was power. Control. One link led to another, and after a while she started to filter out the blatant sensationalist fakes from the investigations with a trace of integrity. Mulder was right, a distinct pattern of behavior emerged in the more believable of the stories. The irrational fear and sense of dread in the experiencers was compelling and contradicted the picture the facts painted of the encounters. The animal reactions drew Scully's attention. She placed a great deal of faith in the judgement of animals; she trusted their instincts sometimes more than her own. Not to say these stories were true until she saw such events for herself. But if they were true, the idea that these kids posed some type of danger, be it as simple as exposure to radiation or a contagious disease, gained greater credibility in the face of the animals' fear. The light of the laptop and the droning voices in her ears eventually lulled her toward sleep. Her lids were drooping. She let her eyes fall closed, tilted her head back against the headboard and folded her arms across her chest as she indulged the currently running video. She could do without the manipulated visual images meant purely to frighten, anyway. The story was of one woman's frightening midnight encounter with the two Black-Eyed Children on her front porch, begging for shelter from the rain. The tale was being told as much as a campfire story as a factual report, but it was having its intended effect, and Scully admitted to becoming more aware of her still slightly open door. When the woman was describing the persistent knocking echoing through her empty late-night house as she huddled alone against the wall on her darkened kitchen's floor, the sudden knock on Scully's motel room door scared the living hell out of her. "Scully?" She jumped so hard, she knocked the plug loose on her earbuds, and she had to slap at the keyboard to stop the video. Mulder was standing in her doorway, door pushed halfway open, knuckles still resting against the wood, looking mildly confused. "Whoa, sorry...didn't mean to scare you." His words contained a trace of an incredulous chuckle at her over-the-top reaction. Scully's heart was pounding harder than if she had tried that run. Her hands shook as she fumbled to pull the earbuds from her ears and close her laptop. She pushed the equipment away across the bed. "Holy crap, Mulder....," her words were breathless, "...what are you doing here?" "Well, I didn't come here to turn your hair grey. I was just making a run to the vending machines for a soda." He held up a can, jiggling it as evidence. "I saw your light was on. What are you doing awake?" "Nothing." She combed her fingers through her hair, attempting to restructure her dignity. "I was just...doing some research for this case, and...I slept on the plane so I was still awake. Jesus, Mulder, you scared the shit out of me." She still hadn't slowed her breathing. She swung her legs to the floor so she sat on the side of the bed, hands gripping the edge of the mattress on either side of her thighs. With a soft smile and just a trace of concern, Mulder moved casually forward and took a seat beside her. "What were you watching that had you so absorbed?" She glanced toward Mulder, and then a second time when his raised eyebrows told her what he was asking. "No, Mulder, nothing like that. I was just doing some research for this case. Learning more about the stories of these...kids." Mulder popped open his can of soda, careful not to let any overflow onto her bed. He took a small sip, then held the can toward her in offering. She started to shake her head no, but honestly, it sounded pretty good right then, and she let him pass the can into her now slightly steadier fingers. She took a sip. Too sweet. She was used to diet. But the cool and moist felt good. "So did you learn anything helpful?" Mulder asked, taking back the soda and chugging a bit more. "I learned that these stories do exactly what they're supposed to do." "And what's that?" "Get under people's skin. Scare them. I just spent the last hour listening to these videos, and then when you knocked on my door, my brain was primed to jump to all the worst and most sinister possibilities. That's how these things spread, Mulder. Basic primitive fears. The monster that invades your safe shelter in the night, that begs entry. There's nothing more fundamental in the human condition than fear of the night predator. We make nests, hide our young in caves and in tunnels and pray nothing that lives in the dark comes and invades our nest." As Mulder took another sip of his drink, his free hand moved casually to rub up and down her spine, and the momentary contact through the thin silk brought more needed comfort than she would have expected. She closed her eyes to breathe it in for a second, then couldn't hide the slight cringe when his warm hand fell away. She shifted half-subconsciously to secure more contact between their upper arms where they sat side by side. Like they had been sitting since the first year they met. Just a little closer than necessary. "So, you think this is all power of suggestion, Scully?" "I think it's possible. Earlier tonight, when we were getting our bags out of the car, I thought I saw something, someone, under the streetlamp at the edge of the parking lot. Two figures, not very tall. Young, probably. Their faces were hidden. Dressed in jackets, or...hoodies. It was too far away. But I glanced down at my suitcase, and when I looked back they were gone." "Why didn't you say something at the time? I asked you..." "Because I didn't see anything, Mulder. I saw *people,* in a public place. That's exactly what I'm saying, the very notion of these stories gets into your brain and leads you to attach sinister meaning to the everyday, the ordinary." For a moment they sat in silence and Scully could almost hear the cogs turning in Mulder's brain. A car whizzed by on the distant main street. "So, if this is all an urban legend, or a bunch of teenagers pulling a prank, then what about the Garcia family? How do you explain what's happening to them?" "I don't, Mulder. Not yet. That's why we're here. But just because we can't explain it doesn't mean it's paranormal." "We might save time if you just had that tattooed on your forehead." He gestured across her brow, thumb and first finger curled to frame the imagined text. "You'd think you'd just see it there all by yourself by now." Mulder took a last sip of his drink and sighed. As he pushed to his feet, he tapped her forehead and said, "Well, put some sugar-plum thoughts in there Scully, and get some sleep. Breakfast at 6:45." Then he caught her completely off guard when he briefly cupped a hand to the back of her neck, placed a quick kiss to her forehead, and said, "Sorry I scared you." He didn't make eye contact, just swung to face the door and lumbered away. "You want this closed?" he asked from the threshold. Scully nodded. "Yes, please." "'Night, Scully." "Good night, Mulder." She sat for several seconds staring at the closed door before she got up and got ready for bed. ***** Mesilla Valley Memorial was a surprisingly well-appointed facility for Las Cruces. The building wasn't massive, but the halls were clean and colorfully adorned and the equipment glimpsed through doorways as Scully followed Mulder toward the elevator bay was up-to-date and innovative. As the elevator doors slid open, Scully gave a cursory smile to the two young nurses stepping out of the car before she and Mulder stepped in. She was subliminally aware that she was classifying more and more working adults as "young," and she didn't really want to think about the larger significance of that. Scully really hadn't wanted to get out of bed when her Tibetan Gong phone alarm had sounded that morning. The early sun angling through the crack in her room's curtains had helped warm her to the idea of wakefulness. She and Mulder had elected to drive to the local diner to save time, and she had indulged in little more than coffee and a few bites of an apple while Mulder had wolfed down waffles with syrup and a side of hash browns. It was now almost 7:30am, and they had gotten Christian Garcia's bed number from the receptionist at the front counter. Their destination was only one floor up, in the Pediatric Intensive Care unit. At least Scully's destination. Mulder was heading on up to the Medical Ward on five where he might find the care team that had handled Veronica Garcia's infection until her death. This building had thus far been a killing field for the Garcia family, a waiting place for darkness to take their loved ones. Scully only hoped young Christian's story would have a happier ending. There was so little that could be done to treat hantavirus. Intubation, fluids, and oxygen therapy were the primary assistive treatments. After that, it was ultimately up to the body to heal itself. Mulder touched a hand to her back as Scully stepped through the doors opening for the second floor. "Meet you back here," he said, and she nodded with a quick, "Right." The elevator had opened onto a wide central room with a sort of command center at its core. A massive circular desk was populated by three staff members, all busily engaged. Hallways led away from the desk in four directions. The colors in this part of the hospital were even more vibrant and engaging. Paintings of cartoonish animals paraded around the walls, and white puffy clouds adorned the ceiling. Scully stepped up to the counter and cleared her throat, awaiting the attention of the nearest nurse. 'Anna,' her nametag read. "Excuse me," Scully prompted after a moment's quiet. Anna held up a finger, eyes still on the computer screen in front of her. "Just a moment." She reached for a pen and jotted something down on a small notepad beside her, then turned and gave Scully her attention. "Yes, how can I help you?" "I'm here to see Christian Garcia? I was told he's in bed 15 in this ward?" "Are you family?" "No, I'm..." she pulled her ID from her pocket and flipped it open, "FBI. Special Agent Dana Scully. I'm also a medical doctor with experience in pediatrics. My partner and I are looking into the recent bout of illness and incident in the Garcia family. I just hoped to visit Christian for a few minutes." The woman nodded. "I should take you in there myself, but I have a patient who's been calling me for the last 15 minutes for assistance, so I need to tend to her first. I believe someone from Christian's family is in with him right now. Can I trust you to respect their preferences, Dr. Scully?" Scully nodded. "Of course." "Fair enough." She turned and pointed toward the hall at the back left of the room. "Down that way, about halfway down the hall on your left." "Thank you." Scully made her way down the hall, this one decorated with a sports theme and paintings of giant baseballs and hockey sticks, until she reached Room 15. The door was open and the room housed a single bed. Hantavirus wasn't contagious from person to person, but the intensive requirements of its care no doubt necessitated a private room. Scully took a tentative step into the room and gave a cursory rap of her knuckles to the door. "Hello." A girl of 16 or 17 sat in the far corner of the room, pretty, voluptuous for her age, with long dark hair she had tied back into a loose ponytail. The girl was dressed in tight-fitted jeans and a bright orange V-neck sweater. Studded boots rested on the edge of the window sill, and what looked like a school book was propped on her knees. She wore earbuds attached to her phone. "Hello," Scully ventured with a bit more volume when the girl did not look up. This time she lifted her eyes, unfazed at first, perhaps accustomed to a regular stream of specialists and practitioners coming in to attend to the patient. "Hi," she said simply. Scully took several steps closer, the hum of the machines increasing around her. Her peripheral vision registered the small figure on the bed to her right, swathed in a sea of tubes and surgical tape. "My name is Dana Scully," she said to the girl. "I'm an agent with the FBI. Would you happen to be Mariela? Is this your brother?" The girl immediately dropped her booted feet to the floor with a clunk, closed her book, and pulled out her earbuds. "You're from the FBI? Are you here about what we saw? About what they did to us? To my Dad?" Scully drew a controlled breath before she replied. "We're here to assist the local law enforcement in the evaluation of the situation. You are Mariela?" she prompted. The girl nodded confirmation, "Yes, I'm Mariela Garcia. And this is Christian, my brother." "Mariela. I'm very sorry about what happened to your father. And your grandmother. I can only imagine what you're going through right now. We're here because we're concerned about what's been happening to your family, about whether there is anything that has been overlooked." Mariela nodded and stood up, setting her school book on her chair. "There is something being overlooked. And it's still happening. And the police won't listen." Scully held out a placating hand. "You can be certain my partner and I very much want to hear everything you have to say, and we will investigate every possible avenue of concern. But first," she gestured toward where Christian lay, "may I have a look at your brother? I'm also a medical doctor." Mariela seemed to be a bit flattened at the idea of being put off once again, but her concern for her brother was plain on her face, and she deferred to that concern. "Sure," she said softly. Scully gave a small smile of thanks, tried to infuse the gesture with a reassurance that Mariela's needs would not be neglected either, and moved over to Christian's bed. She picked up his chart from the foot of the bed and began scanning. "His pulse ox is staying steady on the oxygen therapy. That's good." She skimmed over a few more details, then returned the chart to its pouch and moved closer to Christian. The boy was conscious, blinking in and out of wakefulness. Scully lay a gentle hand on the young boy's wrist. The file had said he was nine years old, but lying here like this, so small beneath all the equipment, he looked little more than six. "Christian, can you hear me?" The boy opened his eyes and blinked toward her. Scully gave him a warm smile. "Hi. My name is Dana. I'm a doctor and an investigator. I'm here to help you and your family." The boy blinked at her, eyes wide and dark but clearly perceptive even in his groggy state. "I know you can't talk because of the tube. That's okay. I'm just checking in on you. Your sister's here," she said with a glance toward Mariela, and the boy's gaze followed hers. Mariela stepped closer to the far side of the bed. "It's okay, Chris, she's here to help." Scully gave a quick scan to the dosage information posted on the IV. Everything she was observing followed the textbook supportive therapies for hantavirus, and Scully could see nothing she would have done differently were the boy in her personal care. The battle was now his to wage, but the chart indicated he had at least stabilized and possibly improved in the past 24 hours. She wouldn't say as much to Mariela; she knew too well how illnesses such as this one could give the illusion of improvement only to see the patient take a sudden and irreversible plunge into decline. But she smiled down at Christian and indulged a motherly moment as she smoothed the boy's hair back from his face, habitually feeling for traces of fever as she did so. "You're doing really well, sweetie. You just relax and rest as much as you can. The doctors here are taking really good care of you." The boy's sincere brown eyes seemed to appeal to her for a long moment, an entreaty of sorts, for what she was uncertain, then he blinked his eyes closed once more and his strained breathing deepened. After a moment, Mariela said softly, "Is he gonna be okay?" Scully looked up at the girl, silhouetted now against the morning light. She weighed her words for a moment, decided Mariela was too smart to be spoken to as a child. "From what I can tell, he's holding his own. It's encouraging. But he still has a long way to go. The doctors will keep doing all they can for him." "But it's not really treatable, is it? They don't have a cure?" Scully swallowed hard. "No. They don't. They can only help Christian fight the infection himself. But evidence shows a significantly improved survival rate for patients placed in ICU as early as possible after illness onset. You and your family gave your brother his best possible chance by bringing him here as quickly as you did." Mariela took that in and nodded, fingers fidgeting with the remote cord at the edge of Christian's bed. "He's a really good kid," she said at last. "I mean...he's my little brother, and sometimes he drives me crazy, but...he doesn't deserve this." "I understand. I have a little brother, too," Scully said. Mariela looked up, surprised, and Scully tried to remember what it was like when it was still surprising to see evidence of adults being people like you. "You do?" Mariela asked. "I do. A younger brother, an older brother, and...an older sister. I remember what it was like. My brother drove me crazy, but I would have been crushed if anything had ever happened to him. Still would, actually." Mariela nodded, then she tilted her head, studying Scully with an almost unnerving intensity. "What happened to your sister?" Scully caught her breath and fumbled for words for a moment. Mariela continued to watch her steadily, brow slightly furrowed in concern. "Umm...Do you...do you have school today, Mariela?" Scully asked. The girl took a moment to register the diversion, then seemed to decide to let it go. "Yeah. I don't want to go. But my mom's insisting. I just have study hall first period today, though, so I skipped it to visit Christian for a little while. I have to leave soon." "I'm sure your brother's very happy to have you here. Is your mother here as well?" Mariela shook her head. "Not right now. She's been here so much, and now she's trying to plan my dad's funeral. We just finished my grandmother's. And she's missed so much work, I wanted to give her a chance to get something done this morning. I'm sure she'll be back in a couple of hours." Scully gave a sad smile. "I'm sure your mother greatly appreciates your help. She must feel very alone right now. You as well." Mariela shrugged. "I'm okay," she said, and it hurt Scully to see the girl's determined bravery. They stood quietly a moment, then Mariela spoke, voice hushed and careful, almost afraid. "Do you know about the Black-Eyed Children, Dr. Scully? Is that why you came here? You know what they do to people?" "Mariela, what do you think--" Scully stopped at the footsteps behind her and Mariela's eyes darted to the doorway. Scully turned to see Mulder stepping into the room. "Hey," she said in quiet greeting. Then, turning back to Mariela, "This is my partner." Mulder moved into place beside her. "Agent Fox Mulder. Mulder, this is Mariela Garcia." Mulder held out a hand across the foot of Christian's bed, and Mariela took it in greeting. "Mariela. It's good to meet you," he said. "I recognize you from your videos." A small grin pulled at the corner of Mariela's pink-glossed lips. "You've seen my channel?" Mulder nodded earnestly. "I have, and I'm very interested to hear your theories on what's happened here." Mariela looked a little pained, and pulled her phone from her pocket to glance at the time. "I really want to talk to you guys, but I have to leave now or I won't make my second period class. My mom will kill me. Can I meet you after school? Will you be around?" "Of course. Here." Mulder pulled his card from his pocket and held it out to Mariela. "Just give me a call on my cell when you're able to meet, and we'll meet you anywhere that works for you." She took the card and tucked it in the front pocket of her jeans. "Thanks. I'll call." "Please know, we're very sorry for you losses. Agent Scully and I will do everything in our power to assure your family isn't in any further danger." Mariela looked like she wanted to say something more, but in the end she just nodded. "I'll call you after school," she confirmed. "We'll be here." "It was nice to meet you, Mariela," Scully offered as the girl returned to her abandoned chair to gather her things. "You too," she said, and then she was heading out the door, heavy boots clanking on the unforgiving floor. Mulder turned to Scully. "Is anyone else from the family here? Her mother?" Scully shook her head. "No, just Mariela. Her mother's involved in funeral plans for the father. Jesus, Mulder, I can't imagine planning two funerals in a row while my son is in the hospital with a life-threatening illness. And that girl, trying to support her mother and take care of her father and even go back to school while she's only days into processing her father's death. They're literally living through hell." "I know." "Anyone would look for an explanation for something like that. Some justification, some order to the universe. Something they could stop or control." Mulder nodded. "I know I would." "She's a very insightful girl," Scully said, staring out the window toward the distant mountains. She could feel Mulder's eyes on her profile. "What makes you say that?" But Scully only shook her head. She turned her attentions back to Christian and lingered by his bedside for a moment longer than necessary. She watched the pattern of his vitals on the screens. "How's he doing, Scully?" She drew a long breath, watched the rise and fall of the child's chest. "He's fighting. There's no guarantee. The doctors are doing everything they should." She rested her fingers on Christian's thin arm one more time, feeling for the strength of his pulse, even though the monitors told her the factual information she needed to know. Sometimes human touch still needed to be part of the treatment plan. "I'm sure they are." Mulder's tone was muted and respectful. Even he couldn't be excited about the destruction of a family, evil demons or no. "He looks so little," Scully said quietly. Mulder rested his fingertips on the small of her back. They stood together for another moment, and Scully tried not to think about how this felt, how they looked like parents standing here, how this wasn't their boy, but it could have been...years missed...a lifetime missed....high fevers, broken arms, first time driving, close calls where parents clung to one another and thanked their blessings their boy was once more safely tucked into his bed. She had no idea where her son would sleep tonight. Scully turned and started toward the door. "Were you able to leave a message for the grandmother's doctor?" Mulder nodded, falling into step beside her. "Yeah, she's not in the hospital today, but I got her contact information and left a message. I spoke briefly to one of the nurses who helped care for Mrs. Garcia. Hopefully, we can talk to the doctor by tomorrow." "Nothing happens fast around here does it, Mulder?" "Not so far. But we're supposed to meet Sheriff Aster in half an hour, so let's hope that gets us somewhere." Scully pulled out her phone to check her messages as they stepped into the elevator. Mulder leaned back on the hand bar as they waited for the doors to close. Scully was about to click on the contact to send her brother a text, when Mulder asked, "Do you miss it?" She looked up. "Do I miss what?" "This." He gestured back into the hall from which they had come just as the doors swished closed on their view. "The pediatric ward. Being a full time doctor to the kids. I mean, you look...you look at home, there." Scully exhaled on a soft hum. She slipped her phone back into her pocket, mentally noting to come back to the text later. "Sometimes I miss it," she admitted. "But it wears on you in its own way. The good days are amazing. The bad ones...brutal." "I remember." Scully's eyes snapped to Mulder's at the intimate color in his voice. They hadn't acknowledged this kind of thing out loud for a while. How much he used to be on the inside of it all...*really* on the inside...feeling what she was going through right alongside her, holding her on the worst nights, sharing her pleasures at the victories. "Yeah," was all she managed before the doors slid open and a group of loudly chattering visitors crowded eagerly into the cramped compartment, forcing Mulder and Scully to push their way out before the doors closed again. ***** (End Chapter 3)