Exit Wounds (3/4) by IfMulderCouldSeeMeNow Email: Ifmuldercouldseemenow@yahoo.com Rating: PG-13 Summary: He chased bigfoot and the New Jersey Devil into the woods; chased after Flukemen and creatures suspiciously similar to Nessie. He could believe that his son was alive. Her voice, raspy and pained broke him from his reverie "Mulder, we have to find him." Chapter Three Still in Shock *"You had another dream." Her head rested against his shoulder as she began to sob and he joined her, joining her in her mourning. When she pushed back from him, he could finally see her. Her blue eyes were red-rimmed but bright. Her voice shook as she spoke, tears bubbling over her eyes. Mulder's heard stopped in his chest when he heard words he'd never thought he'd hear again.* *"He's alive, Mulder."* *He wanted to believe* March 22, 2008 Arlington, Virginia He blinked several times at her words, wanting to believe her with every fiber of his being. He was the believer, she was the skeptic and yet and yet. He had a death certificate. He had an obituary and a local school paper article praising William as an excellent boy who will be missed. And yet, they had the 'foul play' newspaper article, and the hazy woman exiting the hospital. He chased bigfoot and the New Jersey Devil into the woods; chased after Flukemen and creatures suspiciously similar to Nessie. He could believe that his son was alive. Her voice, raspy and pained broke him from his reverie "Mulder, we have to find him...he-he needs help" she stuttered His hand tightened around hers and he helped her sit up, offered her a straw to sip from. He couldn't say he was surprised at the sheer number of his old allies that had died or gone into hiding; hell he was sitting in a room that technically didn't exist with three men who supposedly died over 6 years ago. The impossible was possible. And if Scully believed, he had to as well. "We will find him." 3 Months Ago Van de Kamp Residence William put his things on the desk in the new room. He'd just flew in from Wyoming with his Aunt and Uncle. Now his home was Maryland. Baltimore, Maryland- Home of the Orioles and Ravens as his new hat and t-shirt claimed. When his parents died three months ago, his Aunt and Uncle became his 'Legal Guardians,' at least that's what the paper said that they signed. The nice man, who was a social worker, told William about his mother's brother, and sister-in law, who were from Baltimore and took a plane to come see him. They would say until the beginning of January, and then he would move in with them before school was back in session. That was the plan. It was December now. And here he was. Before the move, William heard his Aunt and Uncle talking sometimes through the walls of his parents old farmhouse about them staying in Wyoming for four months. It was for 'stability' and 'we don't want to uproot him' and 'My sister is dead, his Mother and Father- He needs time to adjust before the move.' His Aunt wasn't happy. His Uncle wanted to teach him baseball and 'bouncing around can't be good for a child.' He liked his Uncle. And now he was in Baltimore. So far he liked Baltimore. Present Day March 22, 2008 Baltimore, MD 6:30 pm "The house should be coming up on your left," Monica Reyes spoke, the gps on her phone showing a little arrow to alert them that they were .3 miles away. He nodded and soon found the house, small compared to others in the neighborhood, but presentable. "This the house, Mon?" Dogget asked, sliding from Monica's jeep. She nodded, something he knew was her saying 'Looks like it,' and they walked together to the front door. He thought for a moment. What was the best way to start this? These were the kid's Aunt and Uncle-in legal technicalities. There was no information how William 'died,' so they would have to ask. This wasn't going to be pretty. Monica knocked at the oak door. No answer. She knocked again. "Mr. and Mrs. Van de Kamp? We're with the F.B.I." Her eyebrow quirked. That was something he loved about Monica. Say what you will about her Whale noises and mood rings, the woman could see suspicion as if it were written all over the door frame. He couldn't admit how many times these instincts of hers had saved their lives. As if on cue, she turned and whispered 'something's off here,' just as the door opened and Dogget's phone began to buzz. "Can I help you?" One Month Ago Baltimore, Maryland Van de Kamp Residence The transition had not been easy. But his parents-well, his adopted parents had died nearly 6 months ago. He missed them. His Aunt Sarah didn't like him. Uncle Peter tried but worked a lot. He wanted to tell him about his dreams; Uncle Peter was the only one who would listen, but he was never home. William concentrated hard and the pencil slid across the desk. He smiled at the 'powers' he had adapted since he came to Baltimore. He didn't get to be like Spiderman- but maybe Charles Xavier would come for him soon? He grabbed the pencil and drew himself 'Mind-Boy.' He shook his head. Maybe his friend Eileen would have a better name. She read comic books and believed that he was a superhero. She didn't even laugh when he flexed his muscle at her and she didn't call him a freak in her head she he first showed her that he could move things-little things. He hadn't stepped in any radioactive puddles- he would remember, they were bright green and glowy, like in the comic books Aunt Sarah didn't like him reading before bedtime. But, he read somewhere that there were people like him out there. Before he came to Baltimore, he knew he was adopted- except he didn't actually know what that meant; he still remembered talking with his Mom and Dad about it, back when he was five. *"Why don't you and Dad ever call me, Willie?" His mother stopped kneading the dough for the apple pie she was making and turned around to look at her son, eyebrow quirking in confusion.* *"Why would we call you that, William?"* *"The woman with the red hair always calls me 'Willie'" His mother's brows knot, forming a firm line between her eyes just as his father walks in, ruffling his dark red-brown hair.* *"How was school, Billy boy?"* *"And she told the bald man not to call me 'Bill.' That's her brother's name and the man with the big nose says I'm too cute to be Bill." His Dad looks at his Mom, but his mom seems convinced of something. She wipes her hands on the dishtowel on her shoulder and sits next to him.* *"Who tells you these things, William?"* *"The woman with the red hair, when I'm dreaming. Why does she call me her baby boy?" His father, finally sensing where the conversation is going pulls out the chair next to William, their smart boy who is already in the first grade even though he should be just starting preschool. They knew this conversation was coming, but they thought they had more time- at least 5 more years.* *"William, remember when I told you that you didn't come from Mommy's belly like the other kids- that you were special, our Miracle." The young boy nods his head, his spelling homework long forgotten. His mom takes his hand in hers and squeezes lightly. "God brought you to Mommy and Me from another Mommy and Daddy."* *"The woman with the red hair?"* *"Yes," his father concedes. They didn't know anything about the real mother of their son, but they did know that William was special. If he said he remembered this woman, then they would believe him. They loved him regardless. His mother looks frightened- it's the face she gets when she thinks she's said something wrong. She begins to stammer out her words-* *"But, William, we love you very, very much and-"William is confused. Of course they love him, but he suddenly feels like he needs to say it.* *"I love you too, Mom." He feels the hair on his neck stand at attention from the puff of air that comes from his father, who was an apparently holding his breath. William doesn't know why but it comes as a relief in the heat of their home. His Mom has tears in her eyes and he doesn't know why but soon he's in her arms and she's rubbing his head and his Dad is holding them both.* *They go out for dinner that night, a huge treat, and ice cream too. He even gets a double scoop. He smiles up at his Dad who ruffles his hair again and calls him a garbage disposal. His mom emerges from the stand with her own Strawberry scoop.* *"Joe, don't call him that," she says, slapping his shoulder lightly. She crouches down to her son and looks him in the eyes. "He looks more like a 'Billy Goat to me." He bops his mom on the nose with his cone and she recoils, laughing as she falls on her bum. His Dad helps his mom up and wipes her nose with a napkin. As he's looking at them he smiles. His Dad really loves his mom. Girls are icky, but his mom is cool. He doesn't want to make her cry again like he did earlier, so he won't tell her what else he remembers from when he was a little, tiny baby.* *The woman with red hair singing to him and rocking him in her arms. Sometimes, when he went to sleep he could look up and see the woman with the red hair and a man with a big nose holding him. He would whisper something too soft for William to hear and she smiled, and then they kissed. He remembered some other faces too, although mostly they were blurry. If he thought reaaallly hard and put on this thinking cap, like they taught him the first day of 1 st grade (even though he was about to be a second grader), he could remember a dark room where the redheaded woman was crying and he was scared, but then she held him and the man with the nose came and the woman with brown hair yelled at him to "Get her the fudge out of here." Well, she didn't say fudge, but his mom had always taught him that those words were potty words and poopy language was for the toilet.* *He shook his head from his thoughts when his Dad called him along* *"C'mon, Billy Goat." He smiled and joined hands with his Dad.* Now he knew what 'adopted' meant. It meant that his real Mommy and Daddy didn't really want him, at least that's what he heard his Aunt Sarah say in her head. 'Freak,' and 'That boy is weird. Something is wrong with him' and 'No wonder he was given up for adoption.' He didn't think his real Mommy hated him- now she was in his dreams a lot and she held him and told him she loved him and she missed him. He closed his eyes and pictured her for a moment and suddenly the pencil started scribbling on the paper by itself. He thought about her eyes and how she smiled at him in his dreams, and how she had long, long hair now- not like when he was a baby. He opened his eyes and saw that his pencil had drawn her. He smiled at her smiling at him and taped her photo above his bed. Now it would be just like when he was a baby and she would watch over him in his crib. Present Day Baltimore, Maryland 6:35 pm Van de Kamp Residence "Can I help you?" "Yes, we're with the FBI, Mrs. Van de Kamp and we're here to talk about William." She opens the door wider after inspecting their badges and lets them into the house. The house has an odd smell. John Dogget shoots Monica a look- something here isn't right. Where are things a little boy would need? Where are the family pictures? Doggett's phone is buzzing again, and again. Something is off in this house. Not wanting to disturb the conversation when Mrs. Van de Kamp offers them a drink he obliges (something he normally never does-earning a shocked look from Monica) and checks his phone. Two messages in big bold letters: DON'T GO IN THE HOUSE! LEAVE NOW! He stands abruptly and shows Monica the phone, just as Mrs. Van de Kamp's shoes are heard clicking across the wood finished floors. Mulder's been one to exaggerate before, but he's learned to trust the man. His fingers are on the weapon under his suit jacket, as are Monica's. "Mrs. Van de Kamp?" "We don't have the boy now. But we have our ways," she whispered harshly. Her voice seemed to be coming from all around the house. Doggett drew his gun and pushed Monica behind him, shielding her. "We'll have him and her." They were backed against the huge-paned windows, white curtains blowing in the wind, beings emerging from crevices in the home. "We could have you too," she spoke. He looked down and saw his son's face staring back at him. *"Dad, when are we going to play catch? Huh?"* The boy was tugging on his father's pants "Luke" *"You said you'd watch me ride my bike, no training wheels- but you didn't"* "JOHN," he could hear Monica shouting, and suddenly his gun was ripped from his hands and he was being pushed through the glass pane. One Day Ago The 7 year old boy hopped from the bus with his green backpack slung from his shoulder, the LL Bean one that his mother had gotten personally made for him right before she died 7 months ago. Well, 7 months and 4 days to be specific. The backpack had a baseball and basketball that she stitched personally on each side, and the LL Bean letters for WFV. He didn't know why his middle name was 'Fox' but he did know it was because of his birth mother. Who named a kid Fox? That was dumb. His mother seemed to like it though, and they told him the story of when she and his father first met him. His Mother's name was Louise, and his Dad's name was Joseph. Louise and Joseph Van de Kamp. He didn't know what his name was before he was adopted, and neither did his parents but they knew he was William Fox. He had to admit, William Fox Van de Kamp did have a sort of ring to it. All the girls in his class thought so anyway, although he only really talked to Eileen, who could beat him in basketball and didn't cry when she fell down.? His real mother was in his dreams often but it wasn't just dreams anymore. Sometimes, he could hear her. A few weeks ago he heard her crying. Apologizing to a Mulder, a man he realized must be the man with the big nose that he saw while building sandcastles sometimes. He heard her whisper his name a lot. *William ,William, William.* Sometimes, when he was really sad and his Aunt was being mean he would concentrate really hard and dream of her. He tried not to though, because they always made her cry, and he just wanted to make her happy. He was suddenly sad. He wanted his mom. His *real* mom. His Aunt was mean to him. He could hear her call him a 'freak' all the time, and his Uncle argued with her a lot now. It was his fault. Why was he always messing things up? He didn't want to live with his Aunt anymore. He wanted his mommy, his real mommy. He wanted to hug her and he wanted her to look over his homework. She loved him, and called for him in her dreams. Sometimes when he could see her dreams, he would just watch. The boy never had a face, but she called him William. In her dreams, sometimes she'd be watching him play baseball, or making cookies. Other times she would be snuggling on a couch with him or packing a lunch and putting it in a Spiderman lunch box. Is this what all grownups dreamed of? He stayed away from her scary dreams, with people who weren't people and dying. He wanted to be with her. She wanted a William and he was William. So, he thought about what he wanted. Really hard. *'I want to come home'* His Mom and Dad wouldn't have died in the car accident if he hadn't complained about seeing the movie even though it was really raining. And his Aunt said something was wrong with him- that's why he had to be adopted. What did he do? Finally, he got up the courage to try to ask his mommy, even though he knew she wouldn't be able to really hear him. It would be just like the dreams. He could just watch and hear. But he did it anyway. *'What did I do wrong, Mommy?'* Expecting to hear nothing back, he continued to walk from school, suddenly tired. He could feel his mother's anguish. She'd heard him. She heard him. She never heard him when she was awake. Suddenly, he felt bad. He could feel the fatigue in her bones. Had he been keeping her up by trying to talk to her in her dreams? He resigned to leave her alone. *'You're tired, Mommy'* He was almost home when Eileen ran behind him, poking him in the back. "Got you" she squealed, "I got you good!" He smiled, generally happy that his friend had surprised him. "Wanna walk with me to the bookstore? They got the new -" Suddenly, Eileen was pushed to the ground, her and knees now in the mud. "Hey," William spun around, faced with Rodney, the fifth grader who was supposed to be in sixth grade. In Baltimore, William was moved to the 3rd grade, but he was tall for his age. Just not as tall as 6th graders. And Rodney had muscles, while he was lanky. "Going to the bookstore with your girlfriend, Toucan Sam?" "Don't call me that, Rodney!" William shouted, stepping forward and looking up at the boy. "Give me back Eileen's backpack!" Rodney looked him up and down. "And what are you going to do if I don't, Fruit Loops?" William charged at the boy, but was stopped by his heavy fist hitting his face. William was on the ground, a metallic taste in his mouth. Rodney rummaged through Eileen's backpack, dumping her drawings into the mud as she tried to stop him. He shoved her- hard, and she hit her head on the ground and started to cry, cradling it. "Boo hoo," Rodney mocked, finally pulling out her Winx Club wallet that had the money for her new book in it. William felt the dirt beneath his now scratched palms and made a fist, licking the blood from his bottom lip. He glared at Rodney as Eileen cried. He couldn't do anything. It was just like with his parents. Eileen would die from her bumped head and it would be his fault. He was angry. Angry, Angry, Angry. He hated Rodney, even though his Mom and Dad told him never to hate. They were dead. And he did hate Rodney. He hated the fact that he stuck gum in Eileen's hair, and knocked his books from his hands in school. He hated that everyone in school now called him 'Toucan Sam' or 'Fruit Loops' because of his nose and most of all he hated Rodney for being Rodney. He scrunched his eyes as tears slipped from his eyes, and suddenly Rodney was shouting. Will's eyes popped open and Rodney's clothes were on fire. He stop dropped and rolled to the ground, like they'd taught them in the assembly. William, wide eyed and terrified, pushed himself to his feet and bolted home. "William, William come back!" He heard Eileen shout as he ran, his feet heavy on the cement. He had to get help. Had to go home. He ran home to tell his Aunt Sarah, but stopped at the door. This wasn't the can of soda moving on the table in his first week with his Aunt. This wasn't the lights flicking back on when she'd turned them off and told him to go to bed, nor was this his motorized car moving where he wanted even after he lost the remote. Rodney was hurt. He could hear the sound of ambulances in the distance. Would his Aunt Sarah think that he set Rodney on fire? Did he? William creaked the door open. He didn't normally hear people's thoughts but he normally heard something small from his Aunt. Like "Peas," "Need to buy more eggs." Today was different. As soon as he opened the door and walked in he heard his Aunt's panicked voice in his head. "RUN! RUN! RUN!" He looked at the top of the stairs and saw himself staring back at him, smiling. That was him, except it wasn't. His heart was in his throat and he wanted to cry. Instead, his brain screamed *'Mommy help! Save me!'* He bolting down the street, suddenly thinking of his mom, his real mom. They were going to hurt him. He was scared. He ran to where he left Eileen to see that neither she nor Rodney was there. He needed to get to Eileen's house. She must be there. He looked back and his Aunt was walking quickly down the street, except she wasn't his Aunt. His Aunt had a different walk, and she never looked at him like *that.* He finally reached Eileen's house and banged on her door. He banged and cried and banged, finally trying to knob and finding that it was open. He ran in and slammed the door, only to be greeted with a foul smell. He crinkled his nose, but turned and locked the door- all three latches. The person wasn't him and his Aunt- she wasn't his Aunt. *"They're right outside the door."* His conscious screamed. He couldn't call the police. He needed to find Eileen. She would believe him. She thought that it was cool that he could move his pencil across the desk without touching it. His eyes widened and he ran to the upstairs, where music was blaring. "Eileen," he shouted as he ran into her room, ignoring the smell. She immediately stopped her Brittney Spears song and looked at him shocked. "Eileen, you gotta help me. My-my mom they got her and someone's-they're me but they aren't an" "Slow down, Will," she said, quirking her head to the side. "What happened?" The boy took a deep breath, about to tell her what happened when he looked over Eileen's clothes. She was wearing the same clothes. "What happened to your muddy romper?" His mind was screaming. Screaming Screaming. Something was wrong here. This wasn't right. "You were supposed to be easy," she seethed. He spun around at the sound of the downstairs door being kicked open and when he turned back around he was staring at his Mom. *"Hey there, Billy Goat."* His fell to the ground just as the thing approached him, morphing into a grey being...an *alien.* He pack pedaled on his hands to Eileen's closet as fast as he could and held the door shut. He snapped his eyes closed. Terrified. Suddenly, the alien was screaming, a high-pitched wail, but he was too afraid to see why. He sat on the floor of the closet, his eyes shut tight, waiting for the other being to come get him. His hands were raised above his head, grasping the door knob, but he knew that if It could kick in a door, it could pull one from his tiny hands. He was going to die. He would never meet his mom. So he did what he could. He imagined her. He thought of her coming to rescue him. He heard a baby cry off in the distance and realized his mom was dreaming- about him. Would she hear him if he tried to talk to her this time? She heard him last time, but he made her sick. He didn't even know what to say. He was crying and his thoughts were blending together. He was so afraid, and they got him, and he was scared and why did she give him up? He heard his voice on the baby monitor in her dream, though he couldn't see her. *It was so dark* He heard her whisper "Momma's got you. I'll protect you," and for a moment he thought she did. But she didn't. She was crying, sobbing for him and he couldn't get to her. She was screaming for him and he was crying. His eyes popped open, and he was no longer in her dream- he was in the real world where *aliens* were going to kill him. He squinted his eyes in the sudden light, ready to die, and he could feel his mom, still in her dream-screaming for him. Suddenly, a blonde haired woman stepped through the threshold and grabbed his arm tightly, pushing a smooth needle into his skin. His eyes widened in horror instantly as the liquid pulsed into his veins. He couldn't feel his mom. *'I can't feel you, Mommy. Where are you'* His mind screamed. She didn't answer. He couldn't hear her, or see her dream. "Get off me!" William screamed, thrashing in the woman's arms, kicking his arms and legs. They killed his mom. They must have. She was dead. He couldn't hear her. Fat tears moved down his cheeks as he tried to fight the woman off. "William. I'm here to help you." *"Alien! ALIEN! ALIEN!"* He screamed, his voice hoarse and nose running. She smacked him across the face and he stopped screaming, now looking at her with wide eyes. "My name is Marita and I'm going to take you somewhere safe" Baltimore Van de Kamp Residence 6:50 pm "Monica?" He questioned, the woman firmly laying on his chest, shards of glass surrounding them. She stumbled to her feet, and grabbed his hand. "Run." She was in the car and gunning the gas while he was still sliding in the seat, trying to figure out what the hell was going on. She pulled out her phone and pushed the speed dial, harshly maneuvering the wheel and peeling around corners like bat out of hell. "We almost fucking died, Mulder," she shouted, Doggett still trying to piece together what had just happened. "I don't know what this was, but it wasn't a super soldier." She nodded and agreed a few more times. "We'll be there in an hour." They drove, maneuvering on the highway. Her hands were tight and white-knuckled on the steering wheel as she pushed 50, then 60, then 70. "Mon-" "You had your gun in your mouth, John." Her eyes were beginning to cloud with tears that she refused to let fall. "I-I can't remember." "It was smiling and you were smiling, so please, tell me- what the hell was so damn enjoyable?" Her voice is rough and strained, and she's trying so hard to be angry but her tears are stopping her. "Luke- he, he was asking me about baseball and his bicycle. That's all I can remember." Her eyes widen and he comes to a realization. "You saved my life, Monica." She nods and keeps driving, refusing to admit that she's crying over him. He reaches out his hand and takes one of hers off the wheel, holding it tightly. He's rubbing small circles over the veins in her hands and finally brings it to his lips, kissing it softly. "I guess that makes us even." She laughs then, and looks at him briefly. "Not on your life." The Lone Gunman Lair Virginia 8:57 pm Scully is out of the bed and walking around, claiming recovery when Reyes and Doggett reach the hideout. Scully meets eyes with Reyes, noticing that her eyes are red-rimmed. They will talk about it later. "Mulder," John Doggett begins, the name coming out as Muldah instead. "These things, they're different- they don't just shapeshift," he says, remembering the time he saw the Scully that wasn't Scully grasping at a man's throat. "How so?" Scully interjects, he hand resting on Mulder's shoulder as he peers over papers. "I- "They make you hallucinate," Monica fills in. "And while they have you in that state, they can control you." "Super soldiers can't do that." "They can now." Skinner says, his arms folded over his torso. "What made you send that text, Mulder?" Monica questions, moving a strip of gauze over the place in her arm that was cut from the window. "The guys found a code. The death certificate along with the news article were faked." "You mean, he never died?" Monica chimed in. "It was a lure. They knew we'd look, and go after the source to find answers. They needed us at that house" Doggett sighs and sits down on one of the stools, taking the beer that Frohike offers him. "Someone was watching William from afar- all this time. We never would have even known something happened to him without the article planted on Agent- erm Dana" Byers spoke. "We pulled up the stolen license plates from the hospital and through multiple encryptions- we're still waiting now fo" "Guys!" Langly shouted from his computer, the group crowding him. "This person worked hard to disguise themselves, but I figured out all the riddles and clues they left, it was like a breadcrumb trail. Here's an address. It's nearly 40 minutes from here. Scully immediately disengaged from the group and did a quick jog to the bed, bracing herself momentarily on the bedpost when black spots swam in her vision. She slid her shoes on just as Mulder whipped around. "What are you doing?" "I'm going, Mulder." "Like hell you are. Scully, you can barely stand," he attempted to reason, standing mere inches from her small form, interrupting her just as she was about to speak "Don't you dare tell me you're 'fine' either." He softend and touched her face, running his fingers under her rimmed eyes. "I won't have you hurting yourself." She looked at him, her eyes hard and determined. "He's our son, and I won't let him go again." She shook from his grasp and walked to grab a gun. Monica tried to speak with her friend, noticing the shake in her hands as she frustrated herself with the lock on the cabinet that held their highly illegal guns. "Dana, maybe-?" The lock came undone and she grabbed a small firearm, placing it in the small of her back. "I'm going. With or without your help." Her shoulders lifted and fell as she breathed heavily, her back to the room. When she turned, Mulder already had his firearm in place, his arms folded over his chest and Skinner spoke. "We didn't come all this way not to help you."