The Lambs: Part 1 (7/10) by Lamia (AKA so kiss me goodbye) Rating: PG-13 (violence, strong language) Category: S Spoilers: Seasons 1-9, Fight the Future Keywords: William; Colonization Summary: Liam van de Kamp's life changes the day two FBI agents kidnap him and his parents. Author's Note: The Lambs is a three-part story (with prologue). Chapter 7 August 10, 2011 Fremont County Wyoming "Well?" Mr. de Rosier craned his neck to see Dr. Scully. "What are our instructions?" Dr. Scully closed the cellphone and slipped it into her pocket. Maybe it was a private message, but Liam felt they were entitled to know what was in it. The doctor pursed her lips. Was she going to fall into her usual habit of silence? "They've lost track of us. They've been ordered to clear the debris and return to base - wherever that is. We're to proceed as we are. We'll receive another message in half an hour with new instructions. Damn it!" Her fist clenched. "Who's sending these messages?" "You don't know?" Liam had the impression Mr. de Rosier was surprised or disappointed - or both. When Mr. Mulder and Dr. Scully had discussed their destination that morning, Liam had been sure Mr. Mulder wasn't telling the doctor everything. It was unsettling that even *she* was in the dark on some matters. Why did adults have to complicate things? If Dr. Scully and Mr. Mulder had been honest - with the van de Kamps and with each other - right from the start, maybe they wouldn't be where they were now. "He didn't tell me." "Pardon?" "Mulder. He didn't tell me. It's his phone - he gave it to me just before he took off. He threw mine away when they tried to run us off the road." "He must have told you something?" Liam, peering around, saw the doctor make a face. "He got the first message warning us of trouble three days ago." Her voice was far away. "It contained explicit instructions that Mulder insisted we follow and which took us on a bizarre route across the country, eventually leading us to the van de Kamps ..." Mr. de Rosier was taking them west, away from the main road. They were following a rugged track around low hills. There weren't many trees in the area, just scrubby shrubs, but the hills closing in on them gave Liam a sense of security. The sun was not yet overhead; even though so much had happened already, it was still early morning. Liam caught his father's eyes and was rewarded with a crimped smile. Dr. Scully had fashioned a cushion for Mr. van de Kamp's head out of her jacket. She had also pulled a blanket on the seat over him. The blanket covered his legs, hiding any signs he'd been shot. The pinched look about his face was the only evidence of his injury. That, and the blood stains on the doctor's hands and front. "I asked him who the messages were from," Dr. Scully said. "He told me he'd tell me when he understood himself. I think he has some suspicions. The only other thing I know is that he trusts them." There was a catch in her voice. "But you don't?" The frightened woman was gone. Liam's mom was back to business. There had been no opportunity to talk to her about Dr. Scully and Jerry, but was she, like Liam, starting to think the van de Kamp family had done Dr. Scully an injustice? Mr. Mulder had sped off, leaving Liam no time to rescue the tadpole. After the frightening escape they'd just had, he couldn't work out how he was feeling. Confused, mainly. Numb. Not numb enough to prevent a heart pang. The tadpole was gone. The loss hurt. Less than a day and Liam had failed the little creature. "It's not as easy as that," the doctor said. "The messages always come from a different source - never the same number - yet Mulder never questions them. Whoever is sending them always knows where we are. It's uncanny. I - I had a similar experience once, back when Lee -" She took a deep breath. "Mulder had gone into hiding. I was under surveillance. That was the first year I ever heard of supersoldiers. They had my apartment bugged. They knew things. When I realized just how deeply they'd burrowed into my life, I felt ... violated." The door to Dr. Scully's world was ajar. Liam listened, hanging on to every word. "They wanted me to flush Mulder out. They thought I knew where he was - how to get him to return. They wanted me to be very sure of the power they had over me - what they could make me do. "The outcome was unpleasant." She said no more. *Don't stop there. What happened?* A breach in the walls of Castle Scully raised so many questions. Why had Mulder been missing? Where did he go? What did the soldiers make Dr. Scully do? When did all this happen? Mr. de Rosier was more concerned with the present. "If Mulder knew this had already happened to you, do you think he'd let it happen again?" He wasn't interested in Scully's early memories of supersoldiers. Then again, maybe he already knew? He may never have met her before today but he did say he had known *of* Dr. Scully and Mr. Mulder. How did he know about them? Dr. Scully gave a small sigh. "I trust Mulder's judgment. I just wish I knew more about how and why this is all happening." Mr. de Rosier laughed. "Isn't that what we all end up saying?" The Ford jerked up an incline; Mr. de Rosier had taken them well away from any sort of inhabited area; the hills further west gave way to hostile territory - inhospitable mountain ranges with steep gullies and impassable faces. "Text messages. That's how we got involved. Of course, really, we all got involved when the abductions started - but that's another story. We all knew each other from the camp." "I'm sorry," Mrs. van de Kamp said, not sounding sorry at all. "Maybe there is something in what Dr. Scully's been trying to tell us - maybe - but how can we make up our minds what to believe if you keep sheltering us from important details? You keep making these references to things that we can't possibly know anything about." It was a valid point and Mr. de Rosier knew it. Still, he deferred to the doctor. "Dr. Scully, what do we do? Do you still want to stop? That place I was telling you about is just up ahead." Dr. Scully leveraged herself against his seat to pull herself up. What she saw seemed to satisfy her. "Yes, stop, please. For Mr. van de Kamp's sake. However safe these messages are, I don't want us *to need* to rely on them." He nodded. "Right then. How about we swap stories after we get your husband seen to, Marie? The place I'm taking you is just over that ridge." He pointed to a craggy outcrop of razor sharp rocks. The track they were on swept up around it. There was no way of telling what lay beyond. Mrs. van de Kamp didn't have a choice. The Ford rounded the outcrop. Before them opened a long, grassed valley. In the distance, nestled between two low hills was a dark, pointed structure - a roof, Liam guessed. "I used to come here hunting sometimes," Mr. de Rosier said. "It's a good base to head up into the mountains. You do any hunting?" "Some." Just shooting around the farm. His father had promised him when he was older they'd go deeper into the ranges behind their property. "It doesn't get used much these days; we should have it to ourselves." The track was cut up from heavy rainfall. Mr. de Rosier apologized when they dropped into an especially large rut and the car's suspension groaned. They were all relieved when they pulled up outside the tiny hunting cabin. Mr. de Rosier parked in a lean-to formed between the building and the hill. No one looking down on the valley from the direction they had come would be able to tell anyone was there. Mr. de Rosier was first out of the car. "I'll check inside - make sure it's habitable," he said to Dr. Scully, who was still trying to extract herself. Once she was out, she started stretching. Liam's mother made no move. "Liam, why don't you go help, Mr. de Rosier?" "Go on, Liam," Mr. van de Kamp said. "I'll be fine once we get inside." Recognizing it would be pointless to argue, Liam climbed out the car and followed the path Mr. de Rosier had taken. There was no lock on the door, which was weathered and sagging on its hinges. Liam pushed it open and stood for a second, allowing his eyes to adjust. The cabin was dark and small; there wasn't much to see. Beyond a bench, cupboards and a table was a fireplace along one long wall, and two sets of bunks on either side of a window at the far end. From the hardened wax pools on the table and the lantern by the fire, Liam guessed the building had no electricity. Mr. de Rosier removed blankets from drawers in a bureau under the window. Liam navigated his way around the rickety table. Despite its ramshackle appearance, the cabin was tidy. Several old paperbacks (the top cover showed a man with a gun and deer) had been stacked on the bureau. A box of kindling and firewood, conveniently by the fire, was full - awaiting the next person to use the place. *That's us.* Mr. de Rosier's brisk movements disturbed long-settled dust in the building. Liam's nose tickled as he breathed in. The three able-bodied adults lifted Mr. van de Kamp from the car and settled him on one of the bunks. Both women had wrinkled their noses at the sight of the bunks' blotchy mattresses. Dr. Scully radiated vibes of disapproval. Mr. van de Kamp, however, was less concerned. "Just put me down before you drop me," he said. As soon as he was on the bed, Dr. Scully peeled back the bandage she had applied in the car. She didn't shoo Liam or his mother away as she examined the wound. It was their first chance to see where Dr. Scully had shot Mr. van de Kamp. Angry, raw flesh on his dad's left inner thigh was testament to the bullet's power. "This is where it entered and here's where it exited," Dr. Scully said. The bullet had more than grazed the surface of the leg but not a lot more. "It's unlikely the bullet shattered on impact, but without an x-ray I can't be one hundred percent certain nothing's left in there." Liam's father stayed silent as Dr. Scully swabbed the wound with an antiseptic pad, but he was pasty and his hands quivered. Mr. de Rosier approached, holding out a bottle of water and a packet of Tylenol. "It's the strongest stuff we've got." Mr. van de Kamp took the water and pills. He winced as the doctor started to apply fresh gauze and bandages to the leg. "How's it looking, doc?" he asked gruffly. "Sore - sorry." Her quiet apology was a surprise. Liam's father's face betrayed nothing. "So why'd you do it?" "Did you see any of what happened in the car back in that field?" She wasn't being sarcastic. "Enough." "Who would you rather be with right now - those men or here with us?" He ignored her question. "You shot me." "I'd do it again." "You shoot me, then you save me?" The doctor regarded him with a challenging stare. "I was pretty angry," he said. "Yes, you were." "You shot me in front of my son. He saw everything." "He did." "You pull out a handgun - what was it? A sig? - and shoot me: a target moving rapidly away from you." "I did." "You say you were aiming for my leg. You put that bullet right where you wanted it; that's a pretty phenomenal shot. Are you sure *you're* human?" The question caught her off-guard. Liam had been watching them, listening to the exchange, like a rapt tennis fan watching a marathon volley between two supreme players. Dr. Scully dropped the ball. "Yes ... no." She cracked with emotion. It was impossible to tell if she was laughing or sobbing. She turned her head before Liam could see if there were tears in her eyes. His father aimed for an ace. "You saved my life. In fact, if everything you've been telling us is true, you've saved my life more than once, haven't you? Why? Why am I so important to you?" There was no evasion, no attempt at deflection, but her answer came from a thousand miles away. "I made a promise a long, long time ago." Liam and his father looked at each other. "What promise?" Dr. Scully disregarded the question with a shake of her head and put her game mask back in place. Just as in the car, she had come round, taking control of the situation again. "Dr. Scully, you say you received a text giving you instructions that eventually led you to our farm. To us." She nodded. "Did you know us?" She shook her head. "No ..." There was a waver in her hesitancy. "Did you know why you were being sent to us?" She closed her eyes and drew in a large breath as though preparing herself for an awful confession which never came. Her eyes opened again. "You are being targeted by supersoldiers, Mr. van de Kamp," she said, tucking a blanket around him. "We were sent to save you." His father read her blank expression, and seeing the walls had gone up, he did not pursue it. Dr. Scully excused herself and retreated from the cabin. Her head was bowed: a defendant leaving the room while the jury deliberated. Mr. de Rosier, who had seated himself at the table, observed the exchange with interest. He was leaning back in his chair, fingers laced behind his head. "Don't be too hard on her." Liam's mother crossed the room to check outside. "What do you know about Dr. Scully?" Mr. de Rosier shrugged. "Probably no more than she's already told you. She was an FBI agent for more than a decade. Most of that time was spent investigating cases that defied conventional explanation." "Mr. Mulder said the same thing yesterday," Liam's dad said. He had drawn himself up into a sitting position, supported by the wall. Liam had climbed onto the foot of the bed. "Of course, it was her involvement with the x-files - as those cases were called - which probably put her where she is today. What else do I know about Dr. Scully?" He studied the log roof. "Early on she was abducted by a madman - turned up in a coma a month or two later with absolutely no idea what happened to her. Been suffering since then. I understand there was some kind of family tragedy - work-related - a sister or a brother, maybe, was shot in Dr. Scully's apartment. A case of mistaken identity. After that she nearly died from artificially-induced cancer. Seems I remember something about a lost child as well." "Artificially-induced cancer?" Mr. van de Kamp said, incredulous, a half-second before his wife jumped in. "Lost child?" Thought lines spread on her forehead. Mr. de Rosier frowned. "She didn't tell you this?" "In hindsight, I can see why she wouldn't," Mr. van de Kamp said. "No. I suppose not. I - ah - I didn't tell you, okay?" Mr. de Rosier said. "No, no, man. If you don't feel comfortable -" "I want to know." Liam's mom fixed Mr. de Rosier with a firm stare. He wouldn't be going anywhere until he told her everything. He cleared his throat. "Well, Dr. Scully was one of a number of women who developed a rare brain tumor. All claimed to be alien abductees or had inexplicable periods of being missing. They believed the cancer was a result of procedures or experiments done on them during their abductions." Dr. Scully *had* been kidnapped by aliens. *I was right!* Liam started to point this out but stopped when his mother gave him the "zip it" finger. Now was not the time to gloat. "All of 'em - except Dr. Scully - passed away." Mr. de Rosier scratched his head in the manner of someone trying to recall long forgotten memories. "They called it a miraculous recovery. Spontaneous remission." Mrs. van de Kamp ran her hand through her hair. "And the lost child?" "That was more peculiar. Something about scientists harvesting her ova and creating a little girl as one of their experiments." Mr. de Rosier's cheeks had gone flame red. "Story goes Dr. Scully found the little girl after the kid's parents died. Kid died too, apparently, but not before Dr. Scully tried to adopt her." Liam's mother relaxed; her stance loosened and her next question was less intense. "When was this?" She checked outside again. When she nodded the all-clear to Mr. de Rosier, he answered. "I'm not sure about exact details, but a few years before your young fellow was born." The story of the lost child confused Liam; what relationship did Dr. Scully have to the child? Liam *knew* Mr. de Rosier was implying something. But she couldn't be the kid's mom - Mr. de Rosier said the girl's parents died. But there was a special reason why the doctor wanted to adopt *her* in particular. Which got him thinking about his own adoption. He would have to ask his mother if there was a special reason why they adopted him. Mrs. van de Kamp shook her head. "How does one assimilate all this? How is it *you* know about supersoldiers and no one else has ever heard of them?" Reading between the lines, Liam knew she was really saying, "You're normal - how come you believe this so easily?" Mr. de Rosier grinned. "It's cliché. I don't even remember how old I was when I first started having 'experiences.' I got off luckier than others. I don't remember much - and none of it frightening. It was just something that happened. I probably deluded myself into thinking it was normal but I never dared tell anyone. I wasn't as regular as some of the others. But that final time ... "The final time all I remember is coming to in a camp with about fifty others, every one of them as dazed as I was. We were popping up all-but-dead in fields all over the place. There was a group of people who dedicated themselves to finding us and healing us - I don't know how. From what I've been told, if they hadn't found me and healed me, I'd have been breaking *into* the car today - not trying to escape." Liam found that prospect horrifying but intriguing. "You would have been a supersoldier?" "So I'm told. After a month or so of rehabilitation, I was allowed to leave the camp. They gave us advice: don't return home; move somewhere rural, out-of-the-way. We're not supposed to draw attention to ourselves." Mr. van de Kamp snorted. "I think your cover got blown today." "A sacrifice I was willing to make." Mr. de Rosier straightened in his chair. "We knew as soon as we got the text we'd have less than a day to get out of the area." "We?" Mrs. van de Kamp said. "Another piece of advice they gave us at the camp: don't go it alone, if you can. I got on well with some other abductees. Five of us decided to settle in Fremont County. Actually, I was born in Lander, so it was like coming home for me." He looked at Liam. "I hunted in these hills when I was a kid - back when things were much, much simpler. "The five of us - we don't get together much but we do keep an eye on each other. We keep in touch via coded cellphone messages, email, that sort of thing. Things are usually pretty quiet around here. We had been keeping our eye on a couple of newcomers - the men in the patrol car who tried to run you off the road. We don't know why they're here - we don't want to risk getting too close - but we waited *and* we watched." His smile reached his eyes. "My cellphone woke me up this morning. I don't know. In some ways I feel - after ten long years - I finally woke up today ..." The room fell silent. "I don't have much else to offer. Being an abductee doesn't make you real popular. And it can be difficult, not just for you, but your family ..." Liam searched for the right word to describe Mr. de Rosier. Sturdy sprang to mind: he was big, he seemed kind-hearted, he was dependable - he came to their aid after all. He couldn't imagine Mr. de Rosier not getting on with anyone. After a pause Mr. van de Kamp spoke. "When did you come back to Fremont County?" Mr. de Rosier had to think. "Hmm. Ten years ago. Eleven?" "And no one's bothered you until now? You were never abducted again?" "Since that final time, they haven't touched me." "How do you know they haven't just lost interest in you? And why bother hiding if you're no good to them anymore?" Mr. de Rosier was giving his parents a lot to mull over. "You're right. It's not like the public believes us when we try and warn them. Truth is we don't know what these aliens want. According to the man who healed me, there's no way I could ever be turned into a supersoldier now. Also, we have no idea if the aliens know we're alive. Abductees typically have small, metallic objects implanted in them; when victims are in their "pre-supersoldier phase" - when they are either healed or taken over - they no longer have those implants. They must have been removed for some reason. "Some speculate the implants are locator beacons that help them track abductees. They hypothesize supersoldiers no longer need them because they have a hive mind and communicate telepathically. Therefore they do not require the implants. But I don't know. Since all my implants are gone - maybe they're not tracking me anymore. Still, I don't want to take any chances." "You've basically been healed, you said. So, there's some kind of cure - or a vaccine - against it? Against being a supersoldier?" "You're asking the wrong person," Mr. de Rosier replied. "Dr. Scully's your man for that question." "Mr. de Rosier -" "Garrett, please." "Garrett, how do you know so much about Dr. Scully? Was she also healed in a camp like you?" Mr. de Rosier laughed. "Healed? No, not as far as I know. Agent Mulder, on the other hand ... Once you're interested in these things you do what everyone else with a computer and curiosity does - you look it up on the internet. "Dr. Scully and Agent Mulder have achieved cult status among ufologists and abductees alike. They've never been secretive about their work. In fact, getting it out there was kind of the whole point. Trouble was, 'getting it out there' somehow got shortened to 'out there.' It's a hard sell to a cynical market. Face it - you're proof." "So we could just go online and find out all about Dr. Scully? It would be as easy as that?" "There'd be some info. Most of it's dated, though. Agent Mulder and Agent Scully went off the radar some time ago when they left the FBI. But people still talk about them - gossip, rumor, it's all out there." He laughed. "Their 'agent' titles are a hangover from the old days. I guess you could say they have a lot of underground support. None of us hesitated this morning. We all got identical texts. We coordinated our rescue as fast as we were able." They were back on to the text messages. Liam wondered where the doctor was and if she was staying away to give them time to interrogate Mr. de Rosier. But if they were going to discuss the texts, shouldn't they get her back? "But you don't know who sent them?" His parents were beginning to see the importance of the messages. "No," Mr. de Rosier said. "Sometimes you just have to believe." "But believe in what?" Mrs. van de Kamp asked. Mr. van de Kamp was concerned about something else. "The five of you who helped us this morning - you all have to flee today? Where are you going? Where are your friends?" "I'm to get you to safety. The others will head in separate directions. Our helpful texter has promised further assistance." After sitting so long on the bed, Liam made a face. One leg had gone to sleep. Sensing his discomfort, his mother had a quick solution. "Why don't you go outside for bit, honey? You've been sitting most the morning." He didn't feel like arguing. He looked at his father. "Go on," Mr. van de Kamp said. "I'm alright. Dr. Scully's patched me up well." Liam's feet prickled when he stood on them, but the opportunity to move about was a relief. There was only one place to go. He hobbled outside. He found the doctor pacing between the car and the cabin, literally worrying a path through the tall grass. The murmur of voices drifted from the cabin, low but distinct. Dr. Scully had probably listened to their entire conversation without even trying to eavesdrop. "Dr. Scully?" She turned on a smile for him. In spite of everything, her happiness was genuine. Coming from someone else, the smile would have seemed like condescension. Liam wasn't stupid. He knew Suzie Craddock's trip to Disney World would sound like a boring trip to the Kemmerer museum compared to the excitement he was having. And, because he wasn't stupid, he knew this was the kind of fun his parents didn't appreciate. He had seen things he shouldn't have. Maybe normal adults would be downplaying it - or putting on a sunny face to convince him everything was okay. But Dr. Scully wasn't most adults. Although she might not always tell them everything - and the left-out bits seemed important - Liam had the feeling the doctor was trying to be honest with his family; she wouldn't pretend the situation wasn't dangerous. Liam was grateful for her happiness. Seeing her genuinely happy was more reassuring than weapons or getaway cars. Still, like so many things about the doctor, her joy at seeing him was unnerving. As lovable as he was, he knew he wasn't *that* lovable. "What is it, Liam?" Whatever her worries had been moments ago, she brushed them aside while she talked to him. They had come a long way since the nasty scene in the living room at the house in Wamsutter. When she leaned against the car, arms crossed, he joined her, mirroring her pose. He couldn't be angry with her for shooting his dad. She'd had her reasons. And when his mother had frozen in front of the supersoldiers, she'd been there, too, helping Liam push Mrs. van de Kamp into the car. "Dad's not really angry." The happy expression vanished - not the reaction he was expecting. "What I mean is, he's not very happy you shot him, but he doesn't blame you ... probably." The doctor tapped a finger against her chin. "I see," she said. "Well, he should." Liam tried to protest. "No, Liam. I *am* sorry I shot your dad. It was a foolish thing to do. I could have killed him." "Then why did you do it?" Liam asked. Not for the first time today he found himself frustrated with grownups. "Because the alternative would have been worse," she said. "I lost my father - it doesn't matter how old you are - it hurts. I wouldn't want that for you. If I hadn't stopped him, there'd have been no way to save him. I'm sorry." "He'd be dead." He wanted her to know he understood. "Or as good as." "Your dad - he didn't - it wasn't supersoldiers, was it?" "Supersoldiers? Dad? Oh, gosh, no. No, that was long before ... my dad had a heart attack." "I'm sorry," he said, awkwardly patting her on the arm. "So am I, Liam. So am I." "Dr. Scully? Is Mr. Mulder ...?" Her hand plucked at the cross on the chain around her neck. Liam tried again. "How will Mr. Mulder find us?" Her smile was sad as she rubbed the cross. "If you ever get lost, Liam, Mulder will always know where to find you. I don't know how he does it, but he does - always. I'm not going to worry - not yet. I refuse to." She jumped when the now familiar buzz of the cellphone rang from her pocket. The sound carried; everyone's ears must have been attuned to it. Liam's mother appeared in the doorway of the cabin. Dr. Scully checked the message. "I need to talk to your parents and Mr. de Rosier." Together they headed back to the cabin. For once no one needed to cajole the doctor into talking. "We have to leave." She put a calming hand up. "We're not being followed, but it's only a matter of time. The sooner we leave, the harder it is for them to find us." She looked at Mr. de Rosier. "We need to follow the track further into the valley and leave by another route which branches off north-west." Mr. de Rosier scratched his head. "Swindlers Pass. It'll be a challenge - the track may be washed out - but we should be able to make it." "There's a town called Atlantic City not far off on the other side," Dr. Scully said. "We're supposed to wait there." "For what?" Her upbeat tone flagged. "I don't know." "Dr. Scully?" Mr. de Rosier hesitated. "Any word on Agent Mulder?" "Nothing yet," she said breezily. The longer Mr. de Rosier stared at her, the paler she went, until the smile vanished from her face and she bit her lip. "Whoever is sending these texts doesn't know Mulder is not with us." She sighed. "The message I just got - it was addressed to 'M.' Whoever sent it can't know about Mulder."